Friday, December 10, 2004

Hmmm..Friendship Ruin?! I guess So..

Ermm... it got me tinking whether shld i write or not.. or shld juz keep quiet n pretend nothing happens in my life.. BUT NEH!!! No Big deal to me.. juz write only.. after all i guess theres so many pple dropping by my blog nowadays n pretty much reading my entries.. not an issue to me.. Happy reading ah.. Hehehe..

I bumped to shidah at mac juz now... Nice to c her after all tis while. Awkward? yah tats for sure.. Behaving like a total stranger.. Its not easy to get to strike a conversation or sumthing. But i guess its all coz of me tis happens. Maybe it happens tis way due to my actions n my past.. Well let by gones be by gones... After all wats in the past can never be changed.. I do admit my mistakes but wat saddens me is the failure in me to maintain a decent friendship..

Erm gt to read her blog too.. Long time never read.. so juz pay a visit.. And Erm juz sumthing to say abt certain entries.. It seems tat she bump to me on the way to sch but i cant remember wen.. Muz be like disgusted to c me.. Shock... haha juz kidding.. but how come i never notice?? till my labmates who saw me walking told me tat she was walkin like ahead of them. Nvm in the first place i didnt even saw my labmates. Erm i guess ur getting back to dance too huh.. Yah all along u shld be doin it coz i tink it has been ur interest.. Im sorry if its coz of me tat u lose ur interest.. never hv i discourage u frm doin wat u like.. but well thousands apologies frm me..

I hope u don miss interpret my entries here.. I juz kinda tinking abt wats the prob till its like so hard to even say hi or bye.. even a morning msg online or wat.. hee.. but after all i guess its coz of me our frenship turns sour.. Aiya.. but at the same time the distance apart in our frenship will do us gd huh.. Coz the climate its pretty heated up n shld only norms back wen its cooler.. Erm.. yah.. i tink its the best way for now.. All the best to u in wat ever u do.. Take Care!

Pple seems to be asking me abt U! its U!! =) wink wink.. The mysterious u! hehehe.. wen the time comes tats wen others will noe yah.. neh not impt lor.. so don need ask.. i don c the need to make known to others.. pls don bug my pal bros of mine.. they noe nuts too.. hahaha.. Steady kachang.. Ok... Take my leave..

Yippie!! Counting down my time to c ya!! Yea.. Miss u ..muackz.. Wink wink..




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