In the early wee Hours...

Here i am blogging at a start of a new day.. Hmm im suppose to head up to Kota race adventure.. But i turn the tables ard coz i don tink i wld wan too coz not tat prepared for exams. It will be madness if i do tat.. Phew *Pat on my shoulder* i tink im making a wise choice.

Lets start rattling abt my yesterday.. Had my final test for BIO.. at last i can claim tat my hetic Sems has come to a closure.. Believe it or not its the end of study sems.. Not noeing 6 mths before end of Poly life.. Wk1 till Wk15 wat hv i gt myself into.. Academic WISE?? Hmm bagging all Cs n Ds for my mod.. Such a disgrace.. I don noe wat is it in me juz fail to mit my personal expectations. "Im such a failure"... I tink ICAs are terrible enuf sure to be stress up for exam!! Cfm im real worried now actuali super... Argh.. (FULL of Disappointment in myself for tis)

Ok gt myself to study mode same old style... Slight diff coz ur alone usually i hv my dearie shidah but wasnt tat way tis time round. Hee hope she doin well wif her studies... As for me wen im there kinda gt myself tinkin abt her juz a fraction of me is telling me im suffering the missing syndrome. Urh.. i tink its unhealthy but well sure to gt pass it.. Maybe shld ask her along huh next time.. Gosh was i juz tinkin abt her?? i had a chat wif her on the fon last nite go on n on for quite sometime.. Deep in me tells me i stil miss our time spent together but i noe im thru it. As for her i feel tat even we are apart a portion of her heart is stil clinging on me.. Tis kinda affect me too coz i juz cant help it to tink tat shes stil present n im stil bound to hv the her. Im weird today coz im affected by my lonely studying session in the evening. Loving her has been an honour.. Never did i love someone as much as i love her.. She teaches me the meaning of loving someone whole heartedly. Never did i noe she would be love in such a way.. I don noe whether i wld be able to love someone again... I don tink i wan too... Till my heart tells me so den i wld...

Enuf of love affairs.. Lets gt back on track... Alrite gonna take advantage of an early day out. So i shall study out n keep myself occupied wif exams materials how abt tat... Next is the exams man.. Gonna be away frm my BRudders Clem n Dennis.. Dennis is out on chalet surprisingly i juz hope he can gt back to study mood after the wkend... Clem bro.. shld be out studyin too huh *wink* heee... all the best bro do wat u feel is rite hahahah!! i shall ketchup wif them after papers next wk.. Joanne is untouchable for now coz she in hibernation.. Hapy studying lady.. Same goes to Xiang c ya after papers.. last of all SK... happty studying out erm i shall mit u at my fav spot hee u noe where.. *wink* Jia YOU KAmpaTe!!! TO ALL HAPPY STUDYING...

OK shall end here.

ps: N to myself.... keep the worried mind out of u don face it wif fear but instead lets generate the fear to be energy. I can make it thru tis exams.. I WILL SURVIVE... Always look on the bright side of life.. I WILL SURVIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Hee noone to motivate me so no choice. My catch phrase for exam erm... I WILL SURVIVE.. Theme song by CAke tat wld be it)

Disasterous!! How bad can It Be?? Argh Its All Abt Proj...

I reali feel so off today... It all started after my horrible presentation. I don noe wat was i tinking in the first place. Same OlD STYLE OF ME BEING COMPOSE N TRYING To FOLLOW THE FLOW... ARGH!!! It turns out in the end disasterous... There so much things in my mind the very morning... I noe my expectations not meet, den the whole project wasnt reali done fully certain functions unable to run... Nothing seems fine to me.. VERY VERY DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF.. But well i wonder wat is my other grp mates tinking. Even i can say most of the work wasnt reali coded by me but well i tink i did my fair part and even more maybe.. As for them hmmm... im more into covering their ass maybe n tried to help them as much as i can.. Yah rite the blind tyring to lead the blind huh... Tis whole sems seems to be full of flops n flops one after another... BICS hv been a great time doin huh... Since the 1st presentation till the last my grp hv never come prepared... Sux rite... HAIRUL!!! ARGH.... wtf man... BAd grp members poor communication no team effort.. yah wat more man... I tink enuf of all these demoralising happening for today... *Trying to look at brighter side now...*

Ok i proudly can say tat today it marks the end of my sems proj... YEA... (as if) I tink wat makes me feel a sense of achievement n relief is to see my whole class getting along well wif one another. We all took grp fotos n class fotos at the end of the presentation. I feel the sense of belonging to my Bio Informations.. The cream of the crop ahem.. Hee.. As a whole i truely enjoy having the companion of my Biomates. All of us today hv seen all the effort we put in the stress moment of the whole proj finally come to an end.. 3 Cheers to All! We all reali had some memorable time spent together n i can wait to get the fotos frm aliff.. Ok here i am saying my ccredit to this few pple.. Erm.. I shall start of wif Faizal aka Mr Spiderman.. FUn n easy goin pal.. very hard working brainy person thx to him coz for his global tat i get my proj. Next Aisyah reali owe u alot... Jihan.. Aliff my brudder in class always keeping me in the loop for my studies.. Wantheng... Dalwin bubly hapi go lucky guy.. Zai wif his antique shoes argh.. so many cool shoes he had.. My grp mates Mal.. Evelyn aka blur queen... Mingki.. Surf lady ROXY brand gerl Xuiling.. hu else huh.. I shall rattle of all my biomates tat i missed erm they are Shivani.. Wendy.. Crystal.. Xiaoqi.. Douglas.. Susan.. Yasar.. Wai lap.. Xinru.. eh... Kelvin & Mitra yEa all on board.. 21 cool biomates.. Chee Steady KAchang...

HAhaha... Enuf of my biomates.. Aiya guess all tis sums up my Dreadful day.. Tis reali reali affects me today.. Spoil my mood... I seriously keep it in me n it kinda off bother me a lot.. Aiya... No words to say.. All tat i noe i need to touch up on my proj n yah wala.. clear my reports at *least my part first.. Ok ok... DOne!! TIll i c myself blogging again.. Erm wen huh???

Oh gosh.. My .NET Proj Presentation

Hmmm.. don noe wat the f*** is wrong wif my comp man... cant even test my proj!!! Argh.. its killing me... Few hrs left before presenting n i cant even proudly says im done... I reali am in a mess rite now... May god be wif me.... Cant say much feeling so helpless..

Oh gosh... im here blogging for the first time n the weather embrace me wif a grand downpour. Maybe tats wat will be happening to me after tmr presentation huh.. I'll be pouring too.... Oh my...

FEELING HelPLESS, SPEECHLESS and Sums it All IM HoPeLEss.....

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