Thursday, January 27, 2005

12 Weeks Done.. 12 New Weeks For a start..

2 Days left den FYPJ ends... Come monday next week its IPP.

OK feel at ease to get our presentation cleared, but was gun down by the supervisors n marker. Thx for the bullet n gun we provide them to shoot on us.. Muz be my partner lah.. aiyo.. Whahaha... But the presentation was fun coz we are laughin over our mistakes too.. Hee!!

As a whole for the past 12 wks has been great tough strict life in jail.. BLK Q lvl3 RmQ.313. Learning pt a lot.. as always i always struggle in programming tell me abt it. I wont be able to get thru programming easily. Always hv to depend on others like in tis case my partner duh.. He help to put things together for our project. All i did is to follow his coding n change to suits my function. Knew knowledge gain JSP yea eclipse... can say tat i've touch tis JSP programming. To wat extend hv i gain frm it.. minimum its juz a touch n go. Gene Interaction project looks promising pretty please to noe tat we hv produce it to our best capabilities. Given a choice to stay in here to do the same project for the next 3 mths i don mind.. wahahaha.. Juz Kidding...

IPP.. gt posted to this company called Gridnode Pte Ltd. RossettaNet? Did some research abt the company.. Hope i had a great time stay in there. One thing for sure is its gonna be a tough 12 weeks ahead.. Argh... I shall survive till 23April.

Downtown Escapade

Been up doing it since 2 wks ago.. Had a first meeting amg us to c if we shld carry on wif it. Frm den on well set some dates to get back planning. Me n Brudder dennis even did a recce on some places too.. I did take some time off to ammend the proposal read thru it. yea kinda get a bit excited abt the event. N now all tat i need is to have it approve.. Tis is the sickening part..

I lost 3 days of my planning phase.. things hv been delayed frm my initial plan. Was very much lookin fwd to mit mr Wee on mon gt princess camy to c if he is available to mit. But i guess he muz be busy wif some stuff to clear. The preivous wk is open hse so he might hv to sort out some stuff. Well tot tat i cld come over the next day coz camy say tat he will be free to mit up tmr. N again i made my way down.. ask at the front desk if hes ard glad to hear hes in but wen i wen over to his rm eh... NOBODY! Aiya.. Lolz.. Met mr guru he guess tat hes away for a meeting... mmm... was waiting for a call frm him if he were to gt back to office early so yupz 2 days down.. Yesterday presentation.. was telling myself if i hv the time i will pay him a visit.. After kena gun down by the superviosors i shall call it a day no chance to mit.

Noeing tat i hv 2 days left in sch i very much running short of time to work on it. But if i cant manage to get his approval how wld i possibly cont wif it.. Aiya.. very demoralising.. did so much ever since last yr but kinda sad tat we cant reali tie things down to execute the event. Hvnt i done a proper proposal? Not enuf research done? Not providing enuf details of the event? Tell me man.. wat now.. i will do my all to c it thru.. Seems to me tat im not getting the support here. Well if i fall short of time to get it approve i guess i hv to hand over to someone else to seek approval. Anyone for take? Mm..

Alrite hope hes free ltr in the afternoon.. i will make my way down again after lunch.. Hope for a better outcome...

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Social Circles & Wats Up Install For me...

OK... now wat to talk abt huh...

Ok shall talk abt sports champ here... ah bein involve in captains ball. Yet to start playing... the teams pretty much a bit off here n day. hvnt reali been working together. I don noe kinda feel not needed maybe im juz being extra.. Felt tat i've been kept in the dark. Sometime a bit here n there no communication at all... Seeking for more informations wld be hard coz noone seems to be talkin to me i guess. Wonder wats wrong? Maybe after all im a subtitute, am i suppose to be in the team i don noe i hv doubts in tat.. But nevertheless if the teams wans me to play den i play lor doin it for fun n leisure... I hold nothing agains anyone but hope they very keep me updated if they made any arrangements. I will try my best to join the team. Well kinda gt to relate wif my ex in the team. To me its not an issue at all... Im fine wif anything.. I hope pple do work well wif me. I wldnt wan to coz any dispute wif my team members. But maybe seek them to be frank wif me if the hv anything against me. Coz i reali feel pple are holding things back for some reasons. So yupz... it has been a pretty concern issue to me... But i cant help it juz hv to live wif it...

Wats Next... mm????
Downtown Escapade.... Yupz yupz gt it started again... To all those hu hv been asking me abt it way long ago.. A thousand apologies to all for delaying it. I was very much hung up wif FYP didnt gt a chance to look at it as schedule. 1 mth late frm original plan.. Thx to Camy for reminding me.... But seriously i hvnt forgot abt it.. I was very much tinking if pple are keen on doin it stil. As for myself maybe i lost the drive in doin it coz i reali hv no assurance n cant see tat support coming frm the upper pple. I need someone to sparks out sumthing here n i will pick up myself to do it.. So having said so im pretty much settledown wif wat do i hv to handle in hand. Had a small grp discussion wif the last downtown planning com so yupz raring to go again. I've reachout to everyone to get their support to work on it.. Hope to get their reply... I will do my best to seek approval frm Mr Wee for tis event.. hope to get his support. I've done my fair share in the proposal.. Juz hope he cld assist us as much as possible to seek clearance frm the respective authority.. Lots of preparation to be done instead of planning. Coz tat phase of planning is over... Now is execution of the event..

I've ponder abt tis whole Downtown thingy.. Wat am i trying to do here? Why do i want to do it? Shld juz leave it n don bother abt it.. Lesser burden to u.... DOn kill ur brain cells for nothing.. But come to tink of it again the answers to all the doubts in my mind is more positive den negative. Here i am trying to sparks up sumthing new for our sch students n my main aim is to bring the name of NYP to a greater heights. All along i always like to compare our poly wif other tertiary schs. If they can attract members of public to participate in their events; so y cant we do organise sumthing for them too.. i mean after all its for the sch benefits. I practically gain nothing frm kickstarting tis event. I juz wans to try test water c wat the sch feel abt it. After all i cant organize tis event alone.. im nobody.. But wif great pals ard like my fellow peeps, name it the machikenehs my sit peeps other clubs members i believe we can produce wonders. Credits will go to all of us if we manage to organize a successful event. If things fails well we learn so tat we can improve on it. Im doin it out of my passion not to gt credit for my efforts never ask to be rewarded but my satisfactory lies in the success rate of the event.

To all my fellow Downtown Escapade Peeps.. I hope to produce wonders together wif all of u... For some of u out there I miss the great time in Camp Focus those time spent planning n executing it to perfection. So i hope u all do hv tat in ur memory lane... Shall we get the moment of success back again... I hope i hv u pple wif me.. Its an honour to hv work toghether wif u peeps.. I cant never ask for more...everyone who shares the same tots n feelings ur very much welcome to be part of us... Till den hope to c u all n lets get it started...

A sad Node for me...

Despite all the happening things goin on for me in sch.. I tink another issue which im pretty hard up abt is my Grandpa over my fathers side... He falls ill again.. Tis time round real ill.. Counting down his days in the hospital... Erm...

Has been checking out on his condition frm dad.. Well get to ask him tis "Hows Grandpa Doin now?" Den he replied in his low tone ever," Well juz wait n c... theres nothing much tat we can do..." So wat does tat means? Grandpa has been speaking abt death to us... Asking everyone to take care of themselves.. Kinda affecting everyones mood here... Yupz sad to hear him speak in such away... as for my dad he has serve him to the best tat he cld.. Losing grandpa wld be a great loss for him definitely. Never hv i ever seen dad throw the towel n juz let fate decide it. So wen he ask me to leave it to god tats tells me sumthing... Things are reali bad for grandpa. I told mum abt it.. if god love grandpa more than all of us do den i will be most willing to let him off. All tat i can do is to pray tat god bless his souls... the festive is coming again Hari raya Aidiladha.. Hope to hv him celebrate the auspicious day wif us. Grandpa my prayers is always for u...

Come to thing of it.. if he were to leave us.. things are pretty much gonna change for granny there... i wonder how wld things be for her in JB. WE will go thru some changes in the family there... Lets juz hope n pray for the better..

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

FYPJ Coming to a closure.. Projects Last lap..

Blogging.. erm yupz yupz.. been a while since i had update my blog. Tonnes of stuff in mind n some things which needs to clear up asap. Didnt reali wanna blog maybe too hung up wif work in lab ever since the last entry.

Mid mth of jan 2005. Last entry was abt my flashbacks for the yr 2004. N now noeing tat my proj is more or less done; ease of mind for sure. N better stil my jain sentence in blk q lab left wif only a wk plus. YIppie!!! Cant wait to leave the lab.. But don wish to leave the sch for IPP. TaTs another headache coming.. argh... SIanz!! Lets talk abt FYP here... erm due to the GENE INTERACTION project kinda feel a bit exhausted at time trying my best to clear the proj. But well lots of thx to Delwin my partner coz wif his codings tat wen i can do my part too. Depend on him to kickstart coding coz me will never make it man in coding.. So now noeing tat all our time spent has not come to waste seating n starring at the XML files look at stupid maps try to get the relations being more adventurous playing wif ECLIPSE yupz mmm... great learning experience for sure. I hope to be rewarded wif gd grades for our project. Now wats left to do is documentation of project, enhance on the user interface n lastly wait for presentation next week wednesday 3pm.. Hee... Cant wait for tat..

My other labmates in jail.. Aliff n partner Xinru so happy go lucky.. Seen their colourful gene chromosomes out nice aliff cleared his process stages respectably well. Seeing them workin on it is so great always said tat they are put together for gd. Eve n Jihan the most stress one in jail.. Gt lots of up n down for them.. they reali being tested to the max here. Pity them.. But me feeling helpless coz i reali reali cannot contribute maybe gif them morale support.

My BIo Peeps... We sure Clear one ah.. we reali put our mind doing as much as we can man... If we cannot pass i wonder how the other SEG pple can pass man.. SO thumbs up to all of u we survive 3 mths of jail sentence. Hope all of us get a very deserving grades for our effort put in to the project. HAnging There we are almost DONe!! 1 wk plus plus count down yah...