Yippie.. ITs ALL Cleared.. Worries Gone!!

Ah.. yea... REsults are OUT! Long been waiting for tis day to come... Since yesterday been so scared. Last evening was so much tinkin hard n hv tat feelin of not doin well.. Was keepin mentally prepared for SUP pAPers... I juz noe i didnt do my best for the last exams..

BUT NOW!!! YEA YIPPIE WOW WEE JUNIOR JUICE!!!! Thx GOd... Its All OVER...

To all MY BIo PAls... Congrat on ur results feel happier to noe tat everyone ard me are doin well.. 3 Cheers to All!! Hip hipHooray! We hv gone thru real tough times in the last sems.. *Pat Pat* All ur Hard WORk n Stress Paid Off.. Catch up wif u all sometime..

Bros N SIstaz! Hope results are gd for all of u... Update me all abt it.. Till we mit up soon..

U... smiles we made it thru for our results.. Yippie.. Talk to u ltr buaiz.. tinkin of u...

Our breakfast GaGs.. Hahaha

Yea wen for breakfast wif my Bio Pals... Nasi LEmak $1... Hee.. Ah anyway sumthing funny happen again.. Always happening n funny thngs goin on in our circular table...

Yah here goes the gossiping abt us n our other biomates.. Thx to evelyn.. Neh wats new... Here comes the intersting part.. Eve was talking abt her experience in last exam being caught by lecturer.. den comes to tis she out of no where pt out to aliff hu is eating his chicken n say "Eh wheres ur lanyard?" den... Hahaha.. we juz saw the chicken hes holding fly to his shirt.. I tot she scolding aliff or sumthng coz hes not having his lanyard.. N i tot aliff was shock coz out of no where she burst out n say tat to him...

Eh all start laughing.. aiyo.. for once i tot hes shock or wat den he say the chicken juz fly after he flick it of the plate.. Hahaha... brudder Aliff brudder..aliff full of nonsense.. Last wk its ur plate now ur chicken... ah hahaha.. Ok next tyme we shall stretch our break time longer.. It used to be 15mins sharp den become 30min.. Now 45 mins hahaha self declare no law coz Lawrence not ard... Hahahaha. .supervisor go missing so we shall break the laws..

Ok tats all for now.. Having so much fun wif my Bio Pals.. cool man.. Hmm so much into bloggin today huh... Hee..

N u! Its U! HOPE u had a fun time out.. wink.. Miss Ya! Catch up wif ya ltr..!

Shout Outs!!

After all those things being said it still seems like nothing has gt into u huh! Or perhaps it wld never gt to u after all.... Sometime i wonder shld better of not keep the frenship frm the start. To a certain point i tink i REGReT! Argh... WAtever it is so be it.. wats done is done.. things can never be unchange n will never be the same.. After all i do hv to face it.. Theres nothing else i wld like to say.. i hv speak out wats in my mind...

If all tat u wan is to mit den yah sure by all means.. Meet me wen ur readi.. Lets juz solve it once n for all... I tink tat wld do... Tell me wen u wanna mit..

To my bros n sistas long time no slack ard lei wen shall we do tat? Any activity to do? Hope u all do well for ur results Miss u guys man..

MY Bio Pals gd luck for ur results too.. hope everyone of us survive our hatic modules.

Circumstances do change one's life n its sumthing tat im goin thru. Lookin fwd to having my life spent wif u.. Tinking of u always.. Wink =) Thx for all those wonderful time spent together...
Thank You For Everything..

Rattling Off..

FyPJ!! eh counting down time for me to leave the lab.. Hee!!

Erm time for me to blog n updates over wats goin on for me huh.. Ok well heard tat grandpa's condition is getting better.. Yea! Gd for him.. its always like tat wen he is brought over here.. Credit to our great doctors n health team for providing top class service huh.. But i tink Dads pretty sick lately.. Maybe due to hospital or even beyond hospitals issue... Hmm muz be vit m..
Aiya don noe how to help him.. pretty much hung up tinkin abt it. I tink mum wld chat wif me abt it..

Next fypj.. Wah 3rd wks to it wat hv i conclude?? Erm stil goin on well but waiting for further instructions. Things seems to be unfolding n looks like i can complete my research by wed.. Me n Del hv better idea of our proj but stil not enuf to carry on without lookin for him. He keeps on disappearing wen we need to get ans from him.. aiyo delay our progress.. i tink by wed if things cont tis way wah jia lat ah.. Hope my pals in lab r doin fine... Jihan, Eve, Xinru & Aliff hws ur progress???? Oh not forgetting Aisyah n Faizal! Hows ur movie session goin?Hee!! Jealous man at least can hv entertainment we all here stoning...

Hmm next abt my blog.. lots of pple been askin me hu n hu n hu?? Huh wat hu? Neh.. Let u wonder off ur mind tinkin abt it.. If u noe den gd don noe oso gd yah wat eva.. I don need to go ard telling pple ssShhh.. Don c the need to.. But one thing in particular pls don make assumptions till ur certain wats goin on in my life.. Yea!!

To my pals don worry if its meant for u to noe u will noe.. Pity my bros.. been pastered by others over it.. Eh they themselves don noe... shall leave it tat way n get curious over it.. =][ zip zip.. Bros we shall catch up someday dude.. long time never go slack together.. Shall do it someday.. Erm ya looks like ROXY jam is off is it? Erm sistas we shall spent our christmas together den.. if we gif our roxy jam a miss.. Eh can we play sports someday.. I tink i need to exercise man.. Tennis very much wanna play tennis if only mel gt back his rackets tat wld be great, badminton.. run, frisbee??? anything as long as we do some sports.. Shall we??

Ok shall blog again tonite.. Yippie!!

Hmm.. Hee been having real great times spent all tis while.. Gosh getting addicted to u.. wink.. =) Im enjoying every moment everyday.. Wink wink.. =) its U! =p

Oh my... Hope he's Doin Well [Dad Mum n Bro]

Erm.. wat a set back.. My dad is goin crazy now. He's head is spinning fast enuf to make him pass out. Its all bcoz grandpa was hospitalised yesterday nite. My dad has been running out of slp coz gt to send him to hospital pick him up wif my uncle frm JB all the way here. Pity him... he needs some slp time too.. Wat can i say he always gif his best coz tats wat sons are for.. Im so proud of him.

My grandpa has a burst vein.. its consistanly bleeding none stop. I sense its coming tat day wen the last time i saw him. I suspect sumthins wrong.. coz it looks real bad. Mum tot its diabetes but well thx god its not. Aiya... Sigh sigh.. He has gonne thru quite a lot for an old man. Its juz those time in one's life tis has to come. In the afternoon juz now my dad has he's surmon.. Its abt Death n getting old.. Hmm he start rattling all those stuff which im least interested to listen too.. Aiyo was trying to get to me n my bro.. lookin at themselves wondering wat wld it be for them.. SO much being said i juz finish up my meal den head to my rm.

Each time tis issue comes abt always put me to tinkin... COme on.. pls i wldnt leave them wen their old.. I always tell myself i wld be there no matter wat it is.. Its my turn to take care of them in future. Me n my bro wld never leave them alone.. its time for us to repay them back wat they hv given us all tis while. I appreciate them for bring us up till wat we are.. even though we do quarrels or wat but stil ultimately WE Both Do love them.. Noone can deny tat their parents means nothing to them. Its all rubbish.. u muz remember they are the reason behind y we exist in this world.. I told myself never to neglect them coz i've learn frm my past.. tts enuf for me to stand on my feet n improve myself. All those things tat i've hurt them in the past.. long gone.. im here to make them proud of me n my bro.. I guess age has catch up wif me its a whole new life for me now.. The time has come for me n my bro to take gd care of them..

Dad mum... Pls remember tat u always hv us standing by u in future.. We will never neglect u. I will always be there wen ever u need me. Dad i promise to show u care n concern the same way u did to grandpa. I am like u.. even we always hv misunderstanding n so on but wen come to wat im truly made of.. its ur character tat i pick up n i will not forget tat. U will be given all my attention wen its ur turn to count on me.. pls stop worrying for us mum n dad we are big enuf to lead our lives. I promise not to disappoint u... I wan u both to be proud of ur two Sons.. I pledge to u n never will i go against my words. My family is my priority it will always be...

Shall hv u be wif me n go thru it together in time to come.. =)

Hope to see it blossom..

Here's sumthin for u...

Was tinking wat hv i gt into lately.. Im pretty much occupied by sumthings in mind.. Hee.. *Wink* Don noe y but i hv to say im pretty content wif wat i hv now. Yea!

I enjoy lunching yesterday real great coz maybe its first time goin lunch wif u.. Hoping for more to come. Pretty comfortable having u ard cant deny tat i always look fwd to hv u ard.. Been tinking abt it for a long time didnt noe wen wld i ever go out wif ya or sumthing.. But tis wk it all seems to be coming.. Hahaha... Things happen to be goin on so fast.. I don noe y is it so. I cant seem to answer ur question last nite over ur doubts. Maybe me too hv doubts abt it myself. Come to realise it i didnt noe y i juz began to approach u wen i noe u exist way back den. Maybe it juz happen tat u are suppose to cross my life at tis present moment. Certain things are meant to be left alone and wait for it to come to u. So tis cld be it... hmm..

Thxs for crossing my life journey.. Hope to c u be part of it... Lets wait n c for wat more to come.. As for now im content wif wat i hv... *wink* Cant wait to c u again.. Counting down my hours... Yea.. Yippie...

Time spent in LAB..

Ok 2 wks past since the start of FYPJ... My progress in lab has been very mild. stil in research mode. At times certain days the research is great coz gt to cover lots of it. den next day left wandering off don noe where to continue.. Hahaha.. its always the case so far huh. Me n delwin hv been lazyin ard.. Work wen needed n cont stoning at times...

Time past pretty fast nowadays in lab huh... I tink its bcoz i can run out off labs for BREAk.. Yea morning lunch afternoon tea break.. All CAn AH YEa! So each time gt into lab more fruitful n productive to do my proj. gd boi.. morale booster is goin break (C my positive side.. Hahaha.. Nowadays gt sumthing new to look fwd too its U!). Spent lots of time together as a whole grp. All 6 of us can go break together unlike the previous time gt to staggered break.. Aiyo terrible.. Getting more n more adventurous too time extension in break. 15 mins bcome 30mins power rite... Nvm more to come i tell u. Shall do it wen we stil can... coz gonna be busy soon..

Ok set some bench mark to keep up wif our proj specs. So far pretty clear of the whole end product. But gettin the content now.. rest assured i feel better and slight confident n hv faith i cld pull thru it. For now slow n steady wins the race... Yea.. Lawrence our supervisor manage to guide us to our next step of our proj. Has been starring at the same thing but did not understand wat to do. If only he were to tell us earlier aiyo i tink long time cleared liao lolz... nvm work wif wat i hv first.. all the bits n pieces are coming in now.

Oh yesterday took foto as a grp yesterday so fun.. I shall put it in my blog wen i noe how too.. Hahaha.. Thx to the dustbin we all hv to bend lower juz to fit in the whole pic. Wait till u c the foto u will understand wat i mean. More foto shots to come.. since we are so free in the lab.. Aliff more fotos yah..

Hv not been meetin up much wif the other pals. Didnt slack ard much wif them for long.. Juz go eat n hm.. Hope they r doin fine.. Muz be rotting in labs or tep.. Happy rotting.. catch up wif ya all someday..

OK tats all for now.. Lunch time soon.. Yea!!

wonders of reality show.. If Only i Cld...

Blog blog.. Hee hvnt been bloggin lately.. No mood. Didnt do much besides slacking ard.. Ah yesterday i came hm early to watch TV believe it or not. Its been a long time since i came back frm sch n head straight hm.

O was watching AMAZING RACE 6! Aiya cheat my feeling Haha.. I tot it was a couples challenge n i gt it wrong. A billion dollar prize n i gt it wrong again.. Hee lucky never bet wif joanne if not i will lose big times sia.. Heng Ah.. I was lookin at all the diff contestant taking part. Wat interest me was the diff couples goin thru the race together. Only the first leg of the race you shld c how much they quarrel n scream on each other. Haha.. Come to realise i tink tis is where u see the dynamics of a couple. Coz everyone will go thru their rough times during the race. To me here's where u c the true colours on oneself. Another thing tat rings the bell for me is the places they cover. Yesterday its ICELAND eh.. Nice man wow... Its Breath taking!! Awesome... Woew..Hee

Hmm i tink wat makes amazing race the best reality show is due to the diff elements which can be obtain out of the whole show. U can c human relation put to test. Especially couples... and the other wan is getting to noe more great places in the world. Im so much interested to be in such a race man. If only we hv it locally tats wonders. I'll sure to participate man. If only i cld venture in such a show wif my love ones goin thru the race together as a couple it gonna be real meaningful coz tats where u can discover more abt one another. It takes a lot of communication n understanding; all tis put to a test thruout the whole race... My passion in travelling n seeing the world has oso get into me into the show. If u can hv the chance to travel around the world wif ur love partner n go thru all the times travelling i wld trade tis experience for anything at all.. Never will.. [Kinda miss travelling.. didnt go anywhere tis sems break coz i gt NO BREAK!! Argh. Shall do it once i graduate.. Yippie! Wld be great If U cld Join.. Hmmm Tinkin abt it *Eye Roles*]

Hee fell aslp waiting.. Lolz haha didnt even msg or i can say fell aslp half way. Oops make it up someday.. Promise *wink* Oh ya.. Yea thx for mitting up for lunch today.. Hahaha.. been meetin up lately n i tink im loving it hee.. Nice mitting up wif u all tis while. Well shall do tat more often next time yea.. yippie..

Ok tats all for now.. Blog tonite again..

So much being said and Done... To tat Someone out there..

For all those who understand wat im writing next don be surprise.. I juz hv to let it of my chest coz its juz too much to take. If only tat someone is reading it.. maybe it wld be better to make things known to her.. Or maybe its not.. But tats not impt to me after all tat i said i juz don wan her to cry for me again.. Coz each time she cries i feel so guilty and i don noe how am i gonna pick myself up after all tis while...

Im pretty much disturb by her remarks and comment.. After all tis while maybe things has never been better. Im stil bound to face situation which always left me tinking. Wat hav i done to u tat hurt u so much...

I juz hv to blog tis... Coz its reali killing me... I was online for a while in the early morning. Little tat i known my letter for her wld coz such a break down. The intention of the letter is to clarify and was hoping tat we cld settle all the differences. I didnt expect to hurt u all tis while. I noe u hv been so much disturb after all those time. Yah i admit i never once make u feel happy.. Never hv i reali let u leave ur life for good. Maybe all tis while we cant be seperated.. It juz so much to take rite.. Since we end it we did stil keep in touch and chat n even mit at times.. Maybe we juz feel so foreign together.. But i reali am sorry if i hurt all tis while.. STOP Crying FOR ME!! PLS STOP.. I've enuf sins to let u go thru all tis.. Never did i wan to coz u to suffer.. PPle hv been telling me abt u and yah i noe everyone wld hv their finger point on me for everything tat u hv gone thru. U always tink tat im strong n yah pple don noe tat i've been tryin tryin real hard to leave for gd. Maybe i do tink abt u at times... Yes i hv to agree u do take me aback at times. Hairul wat is it tat ur holding on too.. N the ans to it is Right frm the bottom of my heart all this while maybe i hv fail to move on myself. In fact im play acting being bold untouchables and unpredictable... I hv never manage to keep my past away.. Such a great pretender.. I hv enuf sins and i myself is truly am sorry and disapppointed for treating u bad. Shed ur tears shed it.. fill my life full of guilt and me living in remorse.. To tat someone out there I reali SEEK ur Apologies for everything that i've done. I never meant to hurt u.. All those time spent is merely something meaningful for me not a lie. Never ever i cheat on u.. I truly am sincere having all those time spent wif u... Believe me i hv never feel any better if u were to continue on tis way.. Forgive me for every wrong tat i do.. I wld like to take the oppurtunity in tis festive season to seek forgiveness frm u.. My letter to u is never intend to hurt u more or to cause u to cry.. Y do u always hv to tink other wise wen i didnt meant to hurt u.. Hv i always been hurting u...

My o my i reali miss my Brudders... Clem Dennis anyone HELP HELP!! Someone save me... Anyone save me... To my close pals Bros Sistas i reali need a break man im shattered...

Im left to ponder wat more am i goin thru in life... Am i rite to continue my frenship wif tat someone.. Was it too much to ask for? Wat if we didnt keep in contact how wld things be? Am i wrong to keep in touch... Can anyone ans me all tis questions??

Im felling so low now.. My morale juz so lousy now.. Mentally tired physically tired due to the festive prep last min i can say... i Need A Hug or maybe even a brain wash better stil.. Gonna miss chatting tonite too.. hmm gonna miss u i tink i need u badly. well i talk abt it some other time.. Do take care of urself and hope to hear frm u real badly.. Msg u sumtymes.. U noe hu u r.. little did i realise tat i hv a strong affection of u.. maybe tis is sumthing for u too read n noe more of my past.. How i wish i cld talk to u abt it tonite but well i wldnt be ard... Nevertheless i will always be reaching u as often as i can...

To all others happy holidays... My muslims pals... Allahuakhbar allahhuakhbar allahuakhbar walillailham.. Salam Aidilfitri MinalAidil walfaizin. Dgn Ingatan tulus ikhlas ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.

Leaving wif lots of tots n sorrows... Wat a festive it has turn out to be...

The Glorious Day Coming... (Festive Mood)

Yawn yawn... was up pretty early today.. Thx to my beloved mum for kicking me out of bed. Hee.. And best is where u wan me to go MARKET?!?! Lolz... Yah practically getting my ass to the market huh... Chickens, Meat, Vegies, Prawns... Hmm Eggs.. erm wat more hmm Lontong Ketupat... Wow tink tats lot of stuff for me to buy rite. Indeed goin all ard alone wif the crowd wet floor yuckish awww gosh. Nevertheless real good boi rite helping mum do such a great deed.. Erm reali pity her coz its like shes done a lot baking n baking n baking all nite.. So i tink its rite i do so even i complain but to me its no big deal wat are sons for if u cant help ur Mum rite!! (Erm so positive ah..) Its always like tis im the "Maria" at hm both ways everything is possible for me huh cook hm chores yah u name it done it did it n for ever will... Pretty annoyed my LAZY BUM brudder of mine.. wld be better if he can come along but duh where is he IN BED! Aiyo so sickening gif him a gd kick out of bed wen i came back coz need him to do his laundry. Ok zip zip tats enuf...

Hmmm.. Ramadhan marks an end today.. A whole mth of fast is over. I look into my fasting expereince things seems so easy for me.. I guess its reali a norm for me. Didnt feel much of the fasting in fact i tink its juz so fast.. I don hv the festive mood at all in me. A bit low in enthusiasm no big deal for me. Mayb wat im lookin fwd is to mit up my cousins and yah do some catching up coz ages since last mit them.. Oh yah not forgetting miss my little cousins they will go crazy wen they see me.. I MISS THem So much... Haha had a fon call juz now n yah Nabilah was talking to me askin me to go over hee.. I'll do tat in the evening.. shes adorable...

Well to all my muslims fren n family i wld like to take this oppurtunity to wish u
"Salam Aidilfitri Minal Aidil Walfaizin Maaf Zahir Batin. Semoga bergembira di samping keluarga di Syawal yg mulia ini. Mohon ampun dan maaf jika ada terkasar bahasa atau melampaui batas ketika bergurau. Halalkan makan dan minum saya.. Semoga tuhan menerima amalan berpuasa kamu insyallah..."

To all my non-muslims frens HAPpy Long Holidays! Its along weekend hope u pple Had fun n an enjoyable time.. Take care pple!! Yea to my bros n sista I can Join U all For lunch next week yippie.. Clem Bro u can look for me to eat now im no longer fasting by then.. Hee! To All Hv Fun Folks!! C ya on Tues

Erm ok shall end here yah.. Oh Not forgeting to u there.. i had a wonderful dream last nite. *wink* its driving me crazy.. shall c wats up for us yah...Erm till i here frm u hv a great day...

Back On Blogging...

Welcome Back.. [Cleaning In Progress] Clearing cobwebs in my blogspot..

Time flies real fast little tat i realise im doin my fypj now.. Argh BORING LAB... Gene Interaction Project??? wth?? Practically bound wif lots of restriction and caught in blurry zone.. Not noeing where to start n wat to do for our proj. Pretty much miserable time spent in sch seriously its so dreadful. Wat a routine man i wonder how am i goin to survive tis 12 wks. I shall say 11 wks left... 830-6pm.. My O My... Enuf of moaning...

A short updates on wats on for me... Getting back to camp mode recently is so fun.. Sometime i wonder whether i shall juz not leave camp for sch pretty much enjoy the days spent in camp instead of sch. Its juz one of those things which left me into my deep tots.. Maybe i do need the cash huh so juz work lah.. Bottom line is i enjoy my job and always lookin fwd to it..

In myself i noe i kinda having some personal struggles.. juz don feel gd after all tis while. something juz seems to bother me.. Hm.. Sch.. Pple.. vit M... erm. Aint doin me any good reali need a break or maybe go on an escape trip away frm all tis..

But i hv something great to look fwd nowadays... Hee enjoying every moment spent each nite each day in my discovery channel *wink wink* i always enjoy the time spent be it mailing chattin online yah *smiling away* Thx for crossing my life n its been a pleasure noeing u.. Wat more can i ask juz hope to c it grew even more im so excited abt it don noe y... There sumthing in u tat reali leads me in a diff way...

Ok.. so much being said i only spend 10mins bloggin n i hv long long hours before i can leave tis place. Argh.. Wat shall i do for now huh... Spent my morning lookin thru my blog even forgot my add n even my login id. Gt to even ask SK for it hahahaha.. weird... Visit the library wif dalwin to look for jsp servelet bk *ahem gd huh* Gonna do some reading abt my whole proj.. Tuesday gt Q&A.. so yah Hairul lets start on it enuf of SLACKING!!

I shall take my leave for now... [I wan cookies hope to gt cookies coz someone is baking today] yuppie so fun.. Till da doo..