FlashBack 2004

Long since i last blog.. Here wld be my flashback 2004 to end the yr on a reflecting mode.. 2004 has been a yr pack wif lots of things for me personally.. Maybe things happen for a reason it up to u whether to pick up frm wats left... Sumthing which i always believe in..

Wat has been install for me within 2004.. Well lets start of wif sch; Academic??? My whole academic yr has never been put to test till i reach my BIOINFORMATICS GRP.. Reali killing n exhausting taxing everything never looks to be gd.. Fetching usual grades nothing to be proud of.. baggings BCDs. I reali reali cant wait to finish up my Diploma. Looking fwd to graduation.. FYPJ IPP n den im done!.. Argh.. Once tats done i swear to god wld never ever do IT again main.. I shall store all my half past 6 knowledge into the fridge froze it.. Lousy programmer like me.. Did i gt into the wrong course? mm lets not go to it.. Bio Informatics sound cool.. we are the cream of the crop n as for me a FLOP too.. Hee..

Next up wld be CCAs.. Wat else if not the SIT CLUB. Tis is wat i call engaging into unneccessary trouble.. Yah holdin the responsibility in there to kill myself. Brain cells deplete each day..a huge impact on me n has an effect on my academic results. I always feel exhausted each day drain out due to workload. I often say tis Pple can slp early each nite maybe not so early lah 1 2 am.. but me only head to bed at 4 5 am n get readi for sch at 7.. wah terrible man.. Tats wen life is hard being in the SIT club.. reali feel like crashing at time. Very low morale tinkin abt all those struggles u go thru alone. Full of challenges which almost coz me crashing.. Time is one n i tink the best is stil handling pple.. BUT.. After all im Proud to say tat the club did well.. We the Excos do make a diff in our event despite all the floss in the inside. The excos did the extra mile to make things happen as for me very much a controller tats all.. Tats y my advisor is always so please wif us.. Till she wld never check on me always saying gd well done.. I leave to u everything ah.. Ms Loh Champion man.. SIT RULz!
Oh n not forgetting Machikeneh! a great CAmp wif tonnes n tonnes of fun.. Enjoy planning n executing it.. Aiya miss all the time there.. Great impact in short time span..

Family comes in here.. Mum say u treat home like a hotel.. Only can hear ur voice on the fon.. U come hm late wen im in bed n wen im up i see a dead u.. wahahaha.. Mum always nag n nag n nag.. But its for my own gd.. Cant do without her.. She is always reminding abt me getting "young"she qoute "turns 21 doesnt meant u don need to acknowledge us!". She said "U hv been making decisions on ur own but better make sure u consult us here coz we are stil ur PARENTS!". As for dad.. a man wif less words but worst den mum.. Hes words super spicy.. i juz had his yr end sermon.. cannot take it. But Dad i noe wat u expect frm me... i wont dissapoint u... To my lazy bum bro of mine hu tinks im a maid to clear all his mess argh.. seeing him grow to be my best pal at hm. Now can talk more sense to him coz he is old enuf.. But i will stil pin him down coz hes picking the wrong things which put him to trouble.. Shall eat him up someday..

Up next.. Friends PPle ard me... Here i hv to say theres ups n downs... Wen theres ups ur sure to face ur downfall on another side. I guess miggling along wif lots n lots of others is hard. U cant seem to keep everyone neutral.. My brudders oh pal of mine Den,Clem,Jaryl... Mel, the sistaz Xiang Jiao Ni wee.. But of coz Honey Lil SK too.. N not Forgetting the one n only Princess of mine..Camy! My fellow Bio Mates the cream of the crop! The SIT CLUB peeps.. the mighty Excos.. the MAchikenehs! Yupz yupz... Great meeting all tis pple here.. thx for making my yr an interesting one.. Having said so i do realise tat we frens do drift apart its hard to maintain a gd frenship wif all. Certain circumstances tat occur can make a lot of diff. But sometime u cant help it if others on the other hand are not there to maintain the frenship too.. Well there are pple hu are dropping out at times.. Juz left me tinking y wld it be.. a friendship bond is build for a period of time how cld u even measure it.. If its me tat cause a difference in our frenship pardon me.. correct me if im wrong.. But in my eyes everyone tat has cross my life here is someone i wld remember n i value our friendship ties tat we build. We may not be best of frens but wat is impt i acknowledge u as fren indeed.. I don noe wat pple ard me value me as? Its up to u to judge my frenship.. I hold no grudges against any of u.. On my part i do my fair share to maintain the frenship.

Wats up next.. Past Relationship.. Tough ride yes indeed. Hmm recently theres a lot of things said abt it.. Its a freedom of speech for others... Im fine wif wat pple has to say abt my past relationship. U can say anything too.. U can call me anything tat u wan... u can Hv all the doubts abt me.. i cant stop u frm tinking tat sort. For me looking back at it i hv to say tis past relationship has shown me the meaning of true love.. pple do say i don noe how manage my relationship is it true.. Pple wld only c things on the outside, but the true heart felt in me has never been shown. I do pick up my life fast but doesnt it mean the past is forgotten.. Neh!! Never coz i cherish all of it.. Im not here to share wats in the past coz i tink its special. its for me to keep n learn frm it n reflect on my action. Well only i can hv a take for it.. U learnt frm mistakes n don u ever commit the crime again.. Am i learning frm it? Yes n for sure i be making a difference in it now... I very much wld like to maintain a casual frenship despite everything tat has been goin on right frm the start till it reali comes to an end.. Did i change? yea i show u all the true me.. good n bad side.. frm doin the right things n the wrong things too.. I feel more care free now coz im being my true self.. Wen u feel its right to talk to me by all means im here for a chat. I hold nothing against u.. forgive me if i ever offend u coz its not intentional.. Wish u all the best in the upcoming yr... Do take care..

So wat now... Camps n Travel.. Didnt do much camps tis yr but great to be able to get back doin wat i love to do always. Kota Rainforest... wat a place.. Travel??? Didnt do much.. No trips tis yr.. Wait for after grad lah huh...

Last but not least.. U!! Wink.. Goin thru a brand new yr wif a new resolution.. Lets have u along side me to go thru the new yr... Muackz!! cant wait to hv u wif me Miss Ya!! hugs n kisses..