Long since i last blog.. Here wld be my flashback 2004 to end the yr on a reflecting mode.. 2004 has been a yr pack wif lots of things for me personally.. Maybe things happen for a reason it up to u whether to pick up frm wats left... Sumthing which i always believe in..
Wat has been install for me within 2004.. Well lets start of wif sch; Academic??? My whole academic yr has never been put to test till i reach my BIOINFORMATICS GRP.. Reali killing n exhausting taxing everything never looks to be gd.. Fetching usual grades nothing to be proud of.. baggings BCDs. I reali reali cant wait to finish up my Diploma. Looking fwd to graduation.. FYPJ IPP n den im done!.. Argh.. Once tats done i swear to god wld never ever do IT again main.. I shall store all my half past 6 knowledge into the fridge froze it.. Lousy programmer like me.. Did i gt into the wrong course? mm lets not go to it.. Bio Informatics sound cool.. we are the cream of the crop n as for me a FLOP too.. Hee..
Next up wld be CCAs.. Wat else if not the SIT CLUB. Tis is wat i call engaging into unneccessary trouble.. Yah holdin the responsibility in there to kill myself. Brain cells deplete each day..a huge impact on me n has an effect on my academic results. I always feel exhausted each day drain out due to workload. I often say tis Pple can slp early each nite maybe not so early lah 1 2 am.. but me only head to bed at 4 5 am n get readi for sch at 7.. wah terrible man.. Tats wen life is hard being in the SIT club.. reali feel like crashing at time. Very low morale tinkin abt all those struggles u go thru alone. Full of challenges which almost coz me crashing.. Time is one n i tink the best is stil handling pple.. BUT.. After all im Proud to say tat the club did well.. We the Excos do make a diff in our event despite all the floss in the inside. The excos did the extra mile to make things happen as for me very much a controller tats all.. Tats y my advisor is always so please wif us.. Till she wld never check on me always saying gd well done.. I leave to u everything ah.. Ms Loh Champion man.. SIT RULz!
Oh n not forgetting Machikeneh! a great CAmp wif tonnes n tonnes of fun.. Enjoy planning n executing it.. Aiya miss all the time there.. Great impact in short time span..
Family comes in here.. Mum say u treat home like a hotel.. Only can hear ur voice on the fon.. U come hm late wen im in bed n wen im up i see a dead u.. wahahaha.. Mum always nag n nag n nag.. But its for my own gd.. Cant do without her.. She is always reminding abt me getting "young"she qoute "turns 21 doesnt meant u don need to acknowledge us!". She said "U hv been making decisions on ur own but better make sure u consult us here coz we are stil ur PARENTS!". As for dad.. a man wif less words but worst den mum.. Hes words super spicy.. i juz had his yr end sermon.. cannot take it. But Dad i noe wat u expect frm me... i wont dissapoint u... To my lazy bum bro of mine hu tinks im a maid to clear all his mess argh.. seeing him grow to be my best pal at hm. Now can talk more sense to him coz he is old enuf.. But i will stil pin him down coz hes picking the wrong things which put him to trouble.. Shall eat him up someday..
Up next.. Friends PPle ard me... Here i hv to say theres ups n downs... Wen theres ups ur sure to face ur downfall on another side. I guess miggling along wif lots n lots of others is hard. U cant seem to keep everyone neutral.. My brudders oh pal of mine Den,Clem,Jaryl... Mel, the sistaz Xiang Jiao Ni wee.. But of coz Honey Lil SK too.. N not Forgetting the one n only Princess of mine..Camy! My fellow Bio Mates the cream of the crop! The SIT CLUB peeps.. the mighty Excos.. the MAchikenehs! Yupz yupz... Great meeting all tis pple here.. thx for making my yr an interesting one.. Having said so i do realise tat we frens do drift apart its hard to maintain a gd frenship wif all. Certain circumstances tat occur can make a lot of diff. But sometime u cant help it if others on the other hand are not there to maintain the frenship too.. Well there are pple hu are dropping out at times.. Juz left me tinking y wld it be.. a friendship bond is build for a period of time how cld u even measure it.. If its me tat cause a difference in our frenship pardon me.. correct me if im wrong.. But in my eyes everyone tat has cross my life here is someone i wld remember n i value our friendship ties tat we build. We may not be best of frens but wat is impt i acknowledge u as fren indeed.. I don noe wat pple ard me value me as? Its up to u to judge my frenship.. I hold no grudges against any of u.. On my part i do my fair share to maintain the frenship.
Wats up next.. Past Relationship.. Tough ride yes indeed. Hmm recently theres a lot of things said abt it.. Its a freedom of speech for others... Im fine wif wat pple has to say abt my past relationship. U can say anything too.. U can call me anything tat u wan... u can Hv all the doubts abt me.. i cant stop u frm tinking tat sort. For me looking back at it i hv to say tis past relationship has shown me the meaning of true love.. pple do say i don noe how manage my relationship is it true.. Pple wld only c things on the outside, but the true heart felt in me has never been shown. I do pick up my life fast but doesnt it mean the past is forgotten.. Neh!! Never coz i cherish all of it.. Im not here to share wats in the past coz i tink its special. its for me to keep n learn frm it n reflect on my action. Well only i can hv a take for it.. U learnt frm mistakes n don u ever commit the crime again.. Am i learning frm it? Yes n for sure i be making a difference in it now... I very much wld like to maintain a casual frenship despite everything tat has been goin on right frm the start till it reali comes to an end.. Did i change? yea i show u all the true me.. good n bad side.. frm doin the right things n the wrong things too.. I feel more care free now coz im being my true self.. Wen u feel its right to talk to me by all means im here for a chat. I hold nothing against u.. forgive me if i ever offend u coz its not intentional.. Wish u all the best in the upcoming yr... Do take care..
So wat now... Camps n Travel.. Didnt do much camps tis yr but great to be able to get back doin wat i love to do always. Kota Rainforest... wat a place.. Travel??? Didnt do much.. No trips tis yr.. Wait for after grad lah huh...
Last but not least.. U!! Wink.. Goin thru a brand new yr wif a new resolution.. Lets have u along side me to go thru the new yr... Muackz!! cant wait to hv u wif me Miss Ya!! hugs n kisses..
Friday, December 31, 2004
Dedicated Specially For The Tsunami Tragedy
My o my... Wat a way to end a yr... I guess the tsunami tragedy puts a huge grief to everyone waiting for a brand new yr to come.. Very much into the updates of the tragedy yesterday. Watching the news a keeping up to wats the progress there.
Erm had a few mails n calls frm Mercy relief seeking for my availability.. Mm.. sob sob cant go.. If only i don need to attend sch for sure Sri lanka here i come.. Erm... Miss a chance again.. Aiya.. They are on humanitarian mission there. Giving out basic survival needs to the pple... To all fellow volunteers goin on such mission wishing u all zest n best of health. Ur doin a good deed may god be with u always..
May God Bless the Souls of the victims
Erm had a few mails n calls frm Mercy relief seeking for my availability.. Mm.. sob sob cant go.. If only i don need to attend sch for sure Sri lanka here i come.. Erm... Miss a chance again.. Aiya.. They are on humanitarian mission there. Giving out basic survival needs to the pple... To all fellow volunteers goin on such mission wishing u all zest n best of health. Ur doin a good deed may god be with u always..
May God Bless the Souls of the victims
Friday, December 17, 2004
Stay Over![Clem, Jaryl, Dennis & I oh.. our little Sista SK too]
Gosh seems to blog a lot... Lots of stuff to shout out here... Gd Gd Shout more let pple read huh.. Hee.. Happy Reading..
Yea ITs FRIDAY!!! YIPPIE!!.. Noeing tat its the wkend today knock off at 530 n noeing tat i can hv u ard.. wink wink Its U!! Miss Ya.. Hee!! =)
Erm.. Had a lot of stuff goin on in sch too.. N oh yah i Gt Ngage for my bro he wans it so he used lah.. Sobz sobz.. He always gt wat he wans huh.. Haha.. Den wat more.. mm.. oh clem too seems to be getting tonnes n tonnes of stuff.. His parents juz came back frm HK wow.. Lucky chap! jealous man.. Hee!!
Spending my nites wif my pals has been the great.. its like a common routine for a stay over. Clems place has been like our hostel.. Cant reali recall wen we start having tis stay over thingy.. Hahaha.. But i guess all tis will come to an end soon... We might not hv the chance to do all tis maybe 5 mths down the road.. Yah so meanwhile lets juz hv tis stay over thingy goin yah.. Great Nite OUt my BROs!! Had lots of fun..
OK! Was all along spending my nites at clem place within the weeks.. My bros n i was having great time together at clem place didnt reali do much but its the stay over thingy tat is fun.. It rare to hv the chance to stay together wif ur bros. The feelin is like staying in hostel wow.. wee.. But didnt gt a chance to join them on Mon.. they excuse me for it coz i very much in need to c U!! wink.. On tues after training spent my nite there.. Bum ard for a while before all of us head for bed.. Wed nite is the best.. Multitasking me at work.. Erm wen off for dinner after sch den i gt my ngage for little bro den we decided to play basketball ltr tonite so we even make our way down to Royal Sporting House to buy Basketball BALL $40 bucks yah buy ony.. hehehe.. to tat extend of buying a ball juz to play for the nite.. Hahahha.. madness.. Plan a surprise too.. for U!! heee.. more to come wink wink.. Yea!! juz miss ur presence very needs to c ya.. N den i continue my nite out wif my bros.. Yupz spent our late nite playing frm 1030 till almost 12.. Nite vision nia.. no lights at the court barely can c the ball man.. Hahaha.. Don noe hus idea to play lor!! Hahaha.. But it was fun.. Yupz.. Yupz.. Shld c how jaryl colapse after tat nite games man.. We shall play more next time huh.. Maybe wif lights on will be better... Hee..
Stay up to wait for clems parents to come back.. Help to get their luggage up n den practically bum ard in the rm chatting n eating supper.. yea.. Clem n dennis doze of at 2 plus while me n jaryl n SK carry on chatting..
tbc part II ltr in my blog read on...
Yea ITs FRIDAY!!! YIPPIE!!.. Noeing tat its the wkend today knock off at 530 n noeing tat i can hv u ard.. wink wink Its U!! Miss Ya.. Hee!! =)
Erm.. Had a lot of stuff goin on in sch too.. N oh yah i Gt Ngage for my bro he wans it so he used lah.. Sobz sobz.. He always gt wat he wans huh.. Haha.. Den wat more.. mm.. oh clem too seems to be getting tonnes n tonnes of stuff.. His parents juz came back frm HK wow.. Lucky chap! jealous man.. Hee!!
Spending my nites wif my pals has been the great.. its like a common routine for a stay over. Clems place has been like our hostel.. Cant reali recall wen we start having tis stay over thingy.. Hahaha.. But i guess all tis will come to an end soon... We might not hv the chance to do all tis maybe 5 mths down the road.. Yah so meanwhile lets juz hv tis stay over thingy goin yah.. Great Nite OUt my BROs!! Had lots of fun..
OK! Was all along spending my nites at clem place within the weeks.. My bros n i was having great time together at clem place didnt reali do much but its the stay over thingy tat is fun.. It rare to hv the chance to stay together wif ur bros. The feelin is like staying in hostel wow.. wee.. But didnt gt a chance to join them on Mon.. they excuse me for it coz i very much in need to c U!! wink.. On tues after training spent my nite there.. Bum ard for a while before all of us head for bed.. Wed nite is the best.. Multitasking me at work.. Erm wen off for dinner after sch den i gt my ngage for little bro den we decided to play basketball ltr tonite so we even make our way down to Royal Sporting House to buy Basketball BALL $40 bucks yah buy ony.. hehehe.. to tat extend of buying a ball juz to play for the nite.. Hahahha.. madness.. Plan a surprise too.. for U!! heee.. more to come wink wink.. Yea!! juz miss ur presence very needs to c ya.. N den i continue my nite out wif my bros.. Yupz spent our late nite playing frm 1030 till almost 12.. Nite vision nia.. no lights at the court barely can c the ball man.. Hahaha.. Don noe hus idea to play lor!! Hahaha.. But it was fun.. Yupz.. Yupz.. Shld c how jaryl colapse after tat nite games man.. We shall play more next time huh.. Maybe wif lights on will be better... Hee..
Stay up to wait for clems parents to come back.. Help to get their luggage up n den practically bum ard in the rm chatting n eating supper.. yea.. Clem n dennis doze of at 2 plus while me n jaryl n SK carry on chatting..
tbc part II ltr in my blog read on...
That's What Friends Are For!
And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concernedI'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you
And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today and then if you can remember
Keep smilin' keep shinin'
Knowing you can always count on me for sure
That's what friends are forFor good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
Well you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you
And then for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
These words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember
Keep smilin' keep shinin'
Knowing you can always count on me for sure
That's what friends are forIn good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more Ohh
That's what friends are for
Keep smilin' keep shinin'
Knowing you can always count on me for sure
That's what friends are forFor good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
Keep smilin' keep shinin'
Knowing you can always count on me oh for sure
That's what friends are forFor good times and for bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
By Dionne Warwick
Thats What Friends Are For
Erm.. Yupz great song wif great lyrics.. Gt me tinking abt pple ard me.. Wats friendship means to u?? Why do we need frens?? How impt are frens??? Well juz tinking abt it.. Maybe juz here to let u pple ponder abt it.. Hv a look into ur life look ard u... identify ur frens. Thx them for being part of ur life..
"If i were to die tmr.. wld frens ard me notice tat im gonne? How do u wan them to remember u..."
And as far as I'm concernedI'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you
And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today and then if you can remember
Keep smilin' keep shinin'
Knowing you can always count on me for sure
That's what friends are forFor good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
Well you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you
And then for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
These words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember
Keep smilin' keep shinin'
Knowing you can always count on me for sure
That's what friends are forIn good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more Ohh
That's what friends are for
Keep smilin' keep shinin'
Knowing you can always count on me for sure
That's what friends are forFor good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
Keep smilin' keep shinin'
Knowing you can always count on me oh for sure
That's what friends are forFor good times and for bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
By Dionne Warwick
Thats What Friends Are For
Erm.. Yupz great song wif great lyrics.. Gt me tinking abt pple ard me.. Wats friendship means to u?? Why do we need frens?? How impt are frens??? Well juz tinking abt it.. Maybe juz here to let u pple ponder abt it.. Hv a look into ur life look ard u... identify ur frens. Thx them for being part of ur life..
"If i were to die tmr.. wld frens ard me notice tat im gonne? How do u wan them to remember u..."
Thursday, December 16, 2004
Gene Interaction Project!! FYPJ left 4wks to Clear!!
Oh my god.. Struggling very very much wif my project... My stress factor has continue frm the past sems till now.. Till the last day of tis sems den i shall breathe easy... Argh.. argh.. seriously its killing me.. C lah Hu ask u CHoose BIO INFORMATICS??!!! Argh... Damn tough man!! Wif lousy programming skill tat for sure i will always be constantly gasping for air to breathe.. Sux!!
Done wif data extraction... Thx to faizal who guide me out.. If not i tink i wld juz stare at the codes n c stars... Law say we are doin gd as always say gd gd.. Wat more.. But hv to say please to hv him as our sup.. If not i tink sure gt into trouble at the end of 12wks. Delwin n I hv a the most fruitful day in lab today coz we cleared a lot. Well done *pat pat* cheers man.. Hee!!
OK done for now in lab... Phew can breathe easy a bit.. TMR stress again!! Tired physically n mentally.. arh..
To all those my Bros n Sistas doin ur FYPJ, TEP & attachment; hope u pple r doin fine.. Hangin there folks!!
Done wif data extraction... Thx to faizal who guide me out.. If not i tink i wld juz stare at the codes n c stars... Law say we are doin gd as always say gd gd.. Wat more.. But hv to say please to hv him as our sup.. If not i tink sure gt into trouble at the end of 12wks. Delwin n I hv a the most fruitful day in lab today coz we cleared a lot. Well done *pat pat* cheers man.. Hee!!
OK done for now in lab... Phew can breathe easy a bit.. TMR stress again!! Tired physically n mentally.. arh..
To all those my Bros n Sistas doin ur FYPJ, TEP & attachment; hope u pple r doin fine.. Hangin there folks!!
Surprise!
Erm.. Juz feel tat i gt to spring in a surprise on U yesterday n in the same time missing U n very indeed wld love to meet u for sure. . So yup executed as plan... Hee!! So i make my way down pick u up n hm we go.. Hee.. The surprise is nothing much to me.. Its juz a small one more to come next time yah.. wink wink.. Miss ya tinking of ya always.. Muackz..
I hope u hv a better day at work. Gd luck on ur party ltr.. Don stress too much yah wink wink.. Things wld be juz fine.. Yea!! U muz be real beat tired today i guess u didnt hv a gd nite slp for past few nites.. This week seems real hatic n taxing for U.. mm.. poor sweetie.. i guess u very much need the wkend to pay back ur slp...Hang in there 1 more day n u reach the wkend.. Jia You!!! U can do it.. soon all tis wld be over...
Wkends?? Hmmm.. mm.. We hv our wkends spent together tis wk yah. Yippie yippie!! Can wait for tat.. hee.. Looking fwd to tat too.. Wink wink.. Muackz..
Alrite shall take my leave blog again ltr... Yah yah.. Gt back to work for now..Dah.. Its U! U! Hee wink wink muackz!! Hugs n Kisses to U! =)
I hope u hv a better day at work. Gd luck on ur party ltr.. Don stress too much yah wink wink.. Things wld be juz fine.. Yea!! U muz be real beat tired today i guess u didnt hv a gd nite slp for past few nites.. This week seems real hatic n taxing for U.. mm.. poor sweetie.. i guess u very much need the wkend to pay back ur slp...Hang in there 1 more day n u reach the wkend.. Jia You!!! U can do it.. soon all tis wld be over...
Wkends?? Hmmm.. mm.. We hv our wkends spent together tis wk yah. Yippie yippie!! Can wait for tat.. hee.. Looking fwd to tat too.. Wink wink.. Muackz..
Alrite shall take my leave blog again ltr... Yah yah.. Gt back to work for now..Dah.. Its U! U! Hee wink wink muackz!! Hugs n Kisses to U! =)
Friday, December 10, 2004
Hmmm..Friendship Ruin?! I guess So..
Ermm... it got me tinking whether shld i write or not.. or shld juz keep quiet n pretend nothing happens in my life.. BUT NEH!!! No Big deal to me.. juz write only.. after all i guess theres so many pple dropping by my blog nowadays n pretty much reading my entries.. not an issue to me.. Happy reading ah.. Hehehe..
I bumped to shidah at mac juz now... Nice to c her after all tis while. Awkward? yah tats for sure.. Behaving like a total stranger.. Its not easy to get to strike a conversation or sumthing. But i guess its all coz of me tis happens. Maybe it happens tis way due to my actions n my past.. Well let by gones be by gones... After all wats in the past can never be changed.. I do admit my mistakes but wat saddens me is the failure in me to maintain a decent friendship..
Erm gt to read her blog too.. Long time never read.. so juz pay a visit.. And Erm juz sumthing to say abt certain entries.. It seems tat she bump to me on the way to sch but i cant remember wen.. Muz be like disgusted to c me.. Shock... haha juz kidding.. but how come i never notice?? till my labmates who saw me walking told me tat she was walkin like ahead of them. Nvm in the first place i didnt even saw my labmates. Erm i guess ur getting back to dance too huh.. Yah all along u shld be doin it coz i tink it has been ur interest.. Im sorry if its coz of me tat u lose ur interest.. never hv i discourage u frm doin wat u like.. but well thousands apologies frm me..
I hope u don miss interpret my entries here.. I juz kinda tinking abt wats the prob till its like so hard to even say hi or bye.. even a morning msg online or wat.. hee.. but after all i guess its coz of me our frenship turns sour.. Aiya.. but at the same time the distance apart in our frenship will do us gd huh.. Coz the climate its pretty heated up n shld only norms back wen its cooler.. Erm.. yah.. i tink its the best way for now.. All the best to u in wat ever u do.. Take Care!
Pple seems to be asking me abt U! its U!! =) wink wink.. The mysterious u! hehehe.. wen the time comes tats wen others will noe yah.. neh not impt lor.. so don need ask.. i don c the need to make known to others.. pls don bug my pal bros of mine.. they noe nuts too.. hahaha.. Steady kachang.. Ok... Take my leave..
Yippie!! Counting down my time to c ya!! Yea.. Miss u ..muackz.. Wink wink..
I bumped to shidah at mac juz now... Nice to c her after all tis while. Awkward? yah tats for sure.. Behaving like a total stranger.. Its not easy to get to strike a conversation or sumthing. But i guess its all coz of me tis happens. Maybe it happens tis way due to my actions n my past.. Well let by gones be by gones... After all wats in the past can never be changed.. I do admit my mistakes but wat saddens me is the failure in me to maintain a decent friendship..
Erm gt to read her blog too.. Long time never read.. so juz pay a visit.. And Erm juz sumthing to say abt certain entries.. It seems tat she bump to me on the way to sch but i cant remember wen.. Muz be like disgusted to c me.. Shock... haha juz kidding.. but how come i never notice?? till my labmates who saw me walking told me tat she was walkin like ahead of them. Nvm in the first place i didnt even saw my labmates. Erm i guess ur getting back to dance too huh.. Yah all along u shld be doin it coz i tink it has been ur interest.. Im sorry if its coz of me tat u lose ur interest.. never hv i discourage u frm doin wat u like.. but well thousands apologies frm me..
I hope u don miss interpret my entries here.. I juz kinda tinking abt wats the prob till its like so hard to even say hi or bye.. even a morning msg online or wat.. hee.. but after all i guess its coz of me our frenship turns sour.. Aiya.. but at the same time the distance apart in our frenship will do us gd huh.. Coz the climate its pretty heated up n shld only norms back wen its cooler.. Erm.. yah.. i tink its the best way for now.. All the best to u in wat ever u do.. Take Care!
Pple seems to be asking me abt U! its U!! =) wink wink.. The mysterious u! hehehe.. wen the time comes tats wen others will noe yah.. neh not impt lor.. so don need ask.. i don c the need to make known to others.. pls don bug my pal bros of mine.. they noe nuts too.. hahaha.. Steady kachang.. Ok... Take my leave..
Yippie!! Counting down my time to c ya!! Yea.. Miss u ..muackz.. Wink wink..
Something for U!
Peek a Boo... Ahh!! Hee.. Juz feel like writing early today coz im tinking of Someone out there.. Its U!!
Im missing u so much.. I juz hope tat ur feelin better now.. Its been hard for u i guess in ur first week. Things wld be better for u as days goes by.. trust me wink wink.. Always hearing u so tired.. Ermm... Hehe.. muz hv been resting to much in the holiday lor.. till cant switch mode rite.. HAhaha wink wink.. Don be too stress up u juz need sumtimes to adapt to it. Don worry abt wat ur sup say... take it as a positive feedback frm her.. Don put pressure on urself.. Do wat u tink is right.. Abt ur 'pt' hehee.. I guess making them smile n interacting wif them shld be the end product of the rehab.. Sooner or later im sure u can refine ur objectives of the activities u do wif them. Maybe take tis time to noe them better so subsequent weeks u can prepare a much better activites for rehab.. Wink wink.. i don noe how much of a help i wld be but juz here for u wen ever u need me.. =) "Noeing u can always count on me For Sure.." heee..
Mmm... I truely am missing u badly... Sobz sobz.. =( U noe it urself... tat im goin crazy here.. Miss u.. muackz.. Hehee.. Well always lookin fwd to meetin U! Yea U! counting down my hrs.. Hugs n Kissess to U!
Im missing u so much.. I juz hope tat ur feelin better now.. Its been hard for u i guess in ur first week. Things wld be better for u as days goes by.. trust me wink wink.. Always hearing u so tired.. Ermm... Hehe.. muz hv been resting to much in the holiday lor.. till cant switch mode rite.. HAhaha wink wink.. Don be too stress up u juz need sumtimes to adapt to it. Don worry abt wat ur sup say... take it as a positive feedback frm her.. Don put pressure on urself.. Do wat u tink is right.. Abt ur 'pt' hehee.. I guess making them smile n interacting wif them shld be the end product of the rehab.. Sooner or later im sure u can refine ur objectives of the activities u do wif them. Maybe take tis time to noe them better so subsequent weeks u can prepare a much better activites for rehab.. Wink wink.. i don noe how much of a help i wld be but juz here for u wen ever u need me.. =) "Noeing u can always count on me For Sure.." heee..
Mmm... I truely am missing u badly... Sobz sobz.. =( U noe it urself... tat im goin crazy here.. Miss u.. muackz.. Hehee.. Well always lookin fwd to meetin U! Yea U! counting down my hrs.. Hugs n Kissess to U!
Thursday, December 09, 2004
Feeling the PInch OFF FYPJ!
Ah.. once again the time has come to gear up to face the disasterous weeks up ahead.. GENE INTERACTION huh!! Yupz getting a bit off wif my project.. Juz noe tat i be facing tis stress period.. can smell it coming. Time to pull up my socks now.. The rate tat im goin for my fypj, i cfm cannot finish the whole metabolic pathway map. But at least can get the webpages out by the end of the 12 weeks. Target 1 or 2 pathways will do huh.. So many enzymes how to finish aiya.. Sianz...
Argh.. Muz settle my DB tmr sia.. Need to extract the data before can start coding.. Come ON MAn.. Jia You!!! Stress... =( Reading readin n more reading.. Shall c wat i can clear by tis week.. Still on schedule but wif lots of worries up ahead..
Ok Ok.. Hm time shall blog tonite again..
Argh.. Muz settle my DB tmr sia.. Need to extract the data before can start coding.. Come ON MAn.. Jia You!!! Stress... =( Reading readin n more reading.. Shall c wat i can clear by tis week.. Still on schedule but wif lots of worries up ahead..
Ok Ok.. Hm time shall blog tonite again..
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
Miss U!!
Boo.. Boo.. U!! Hehehe.. Hvnt seen u for quite sometime... Hmm missing ur presence terribly.. Sobz sobz.. Well hope ur doin fine for ur attachment.. catch up wif u ltr tonite.. Muackz.. Hope to c ya badly.. MIss U!!! Deary... =( Hugs n Kissess to u... Muackz i Shall mit u at hm tmr.. wink wink.. Buaiz
My FYPJ.. 1 mth has Passed!
Hmmm... ok time passes real fast.. Gosh!! Been alone doin my work here in lab.. delwin is away for 2 days liao.. Wen KL in the week end n den gt to go for medical.. Aiya sianz.. alone no partner to do my work..
Well been continueing to do the metabolic maps.. Getting bored.. n tired coz there are so many enyzmes to link together.. do until can fall aslp man.. real boring.. I don tink i wanna look into the other few pathways total gt 10 targeted to do 5 main metabolic pathway.. i tink gonna cut down more.. needs to start doin the linkin of maps.. So gt to start coding jsp.. another headache.. well done!! Slpless nite coming liao since gt to clear all ti by week 7. Not much time liao slack too much in lab so gt to bring hm.. Its all bcoz no LAW are mah supervisor away we oso on away mode.. Terrible rite but its ok.. not a prob for me.. I don mind slackin.. i noe wen to turn my gas on wen im desperate..
Wif delwin ard tmr hope to start JSP together.. wow.. Hes the man!! Hahaha.. Lets set some bench mark here huh.. Hmm by tis week muz at least complete linking of the maps coding in jsp.. Needs faizal's help to show how to kickstart.. Faizal... tmr ah our JSP appointment.. need help man..
To Brudder aliff... Happy 19thB-day Dude!! Hope u hv a great day out on ur bday.. The small celebration is juz sumthng frm us here ur BioPals.. Thx to jihan n aisyah for initiating it.. Cheer to u both.. Oh not forgettting hope ur proj are goin fine.. hangin there aliff xinru don too stress lets hope lawrence is back soon huh.. Jihan Evelyn.. Jiayou.. Faizal n Aisyah Happy FishMating.. Delwin.. come database looking for u start putting in our data dude.. Best wished to u all for ur proj...
Alrite enuf being said abt FYPJ!
Well been continueing to do the metabolic maps.. Getting bored.. n tired coz there are so many enyzmes to link together.. do until can fall aslp man.. real boring.. I don tink i wanna look into the other few pathways total gt 10 targeted to do 5 main metabolic pathway.. i tink gonna cut down more.. needs to start doin the linkin of maps.. So gt to start coding jsp.. another headache.. well done!! Slpless nite coming liao since gt to clear all ti by week 7. Not much time liao slack too much in lab so gt to bring hm.. Its all bcoz no LAW are mah supervisor away we oso on away mode.. Terrible rite but its ok.. not a prob for me.. I don mind slackin.. i noe wen to turn my gas on wen im desperate..
Wif delwin ard tmr hope to start JSP together.. wow.. Hes the man!! Hahaha.. Lets set some bench mark here huh.. Hmm by tis week muz at least complete linking of the maps coding in jsp.. Needs faizal's help to show how to kickstart.. Faizal... tmr ah our JSP appointment.. need help man..
To Brudder aliff... Happy 19thB-day Dude!! Hope u hv a great day out on ur bday.. The small celebration is juz sumthng frm us here ur BioPals.. Thx to jihan n aisyah for initiating it.. Cheer to u both.. Oh not forgettting hope ur proj are goin fine.. hangin there aliff xinru don too stress lets hope lawrence is back soon huh.. Jihan Evelyn.. Jiayou.. Faizal n Aisyah Happy FishMating.. Delwin.. come database looking for u start putting in our data dude.. Best wished to u all for ur proj...
Alrite enuf being said abt FYPJ!
Monday, December 06, 2004
Wat a Week I had..
Wat A Week... Its so fun...My week is very much power pack.. HAhaha.. a great week for me had lots of catching up done.
Starts off wif Cavana trip down wif my pals.. Clem,Jaryl,Mel,Xiang & Jo at cavana.. The chilli challenge for jaryl shld c the look on his face man. C lah dare pple some more ah.. Get to arrange our next outin together.. yippie goin to visit sentosa to get close to the sun the sand n the sea.. Yea tanning time dudes.. Lookin fwd to it.. Even plan to go sushi tei for dinner after tat... Hmm interestin..
Den mit up wif my princess.. catch up wif lots of things goin on in her life.. Looking into the friendship bond tat we build.. Den asking me abt U! Yea.. she gt it all cleared now.. Best thing is listening to her abt wat is goin on in her.. sumthings she said do bothers me.. but i hv to say wat she says is true... Sorry tat im not there wen u need me... we drift apart due to unforseen circumstances.. we pretty much to hung up in our own world. Miss chatting wif u princess shall catch up wif one another wen ever we cld..
Den spent my nite wif U! But actually dozing off instead of chatting.. Hehehe.. Oops in 5 secs n im gone..hehehe.. Actuali its U hu is tired at first then ending up wif me slping.. U muz hv drug me to put me to slp.. Hmm.. its U!! Wink wink.. muackz..
Yupz gt to clems hse at ard close to 3am.. Yea Its our nite out after so long.. wee... Catchin up time.. Yah pretty much talkin abt wats goin on in our live now. Chat n chat n chat till morning... Squat by the kitchen eating instant noodles play cards.. ya pretty much sums up our nite.. my trustworthy buddies of my... been thru a lot together.. glad to hv u all.. Cheers shall plan our next nite out..
Ok next wld be Rachel's B-day! Hahaha we all spring a surprise for her.. Princess of my invited us to be there.. so Clem, Dennis, Jaryl n I gt her a big balloon to surprise her.. Hahaha she stun to c us there man.. wat more the balloon.. Huge dude.. real huge.. well hope tat she had a wonderful nite.. all thx to her sis, Camy aka Princess for organising it. Princess im sure she's please n proud to hv u as a sis.. U hv made her b-day a wonderful one.. im sure she will remember it.. Im happy for u.. Smiles =) Thx having us to be part of the celebration u can count on us wenever u need.. wink wink... Rachel Happy 16th B-day In advance frm ME! After tat follow clem to shop ard in town.. den ltr at nite bum ard at boat quay.. Erm juz lazying ard at hooters.. Wee.. shall make our way down there for our christmas nite out wif the rest..
Yupz wat a week i had.. Wee...
Starts off wif Cavana trip down wif my pals.. Clem,Jaryl,Mel,Xiang & Jo at cavana.. The chilli challenge for jaryl shld c the look on his face man. C lah dare pple some more ah.. Get to arrange our next outin together.. yippie goin to visit sentosa to get close to the sun the sand n the sea.. Yea tanning time dudes.. Lookin fwd to it.. Even plan to go sushi tei for dinner after tat... Hmm interestin..
Den mit up wif my princess.. catch up wif lots of things goin on in her life.. Looking into the friendship bond tat we build.. Den asking me abt U! Yea.. she gt it all cleared now.. Best thing is listening to her abt wat is goin on in her.. sumthings she said do bothers me.. but i hv to say wat she says is true... Sorry tat im not there wen u need me... we drift apart due to unforseen circumstances.. we pretty much to hung up in our own world. Miss chatting wif u princess shall catch up wif one another wen ever we cld..
Den spent my nite wif U! But actually dozing off instead of chatting.. Hehehe.. Oops in 5 secs n im gone..hehehe.. Actuali its U hu is tired at first then ending up wif me slping.. U muz hv drug me to put me to slp.. Hmm.. its U!! Wink wink.. muackz..
Yupz gt to clems hse at ard close to 3am.. Yea Its our nite out after so long.. wee... Catchin up time.. Yah pretty much talkin abt wats goin on in our live now. Chat n chat n chat till morning... Squat by the kitchen eating instant noodles play cards.. ya pretty much sums up our nite.. my trustworthy buddies of my... been thru a lot together.. glad to hv u all.. Cheers shall plan our next nite out..
Ok next wld be Rachel's B-day! Hahaha we all spring a surprise for her.. Princess of my invited us to be there.. so Clem, Dennis, Jaryl n I gt her a big balloon to surprise her.. Hahaha she stun to c us there man.. wat more the balloon.. Huge dude.. real huge.. well hope tat she had a wonderful nite.. all thx to her sis, Camy aka Princess for organising it. Princess im sure she's please n proud to hv u as a sis.. U hv made her b-day a wonderful one.. im sure she will remember it.. Im happy for u.. Smiles =) Thx having us to be part of the celebration u can count on us wenever u need.. wink wink... Rachel Happy 16th B-day In advance frm ME! After tat follow clem to shop ard in town.. den ltr at nite bum ard at boat quay.. Erm juz lazying ard at hooters.. Wee.. shall make our way down there for our christmas nite out wif the rest..
Yupz wat a week i had.. Wee...
Thursday, December 02, 2004
Wala Wala... I LOVE IT!
Wala Wala.. Hehehe!! I LOVE MY NITE OUT WIF U! Its U!!
Ok tis is wat happen.. An unplanned outing which turns out wonderful.. Amazing.. Tremendous.. Its been a Long time since i last had such a wonderful nite out...
Wearing super lok kok lor.. Tshirt n berms n slippers.. hahaha.. wen town to eat at scotts.. Den i come out wif an idea to go NYDC.. Instead yah end up else where.. Hahaha.. get our drinks n juz stone there.. Hehehe.. wat a nite but.. i Enjoy it man.. wow.. Hehehe its U!! Spending my nite out.. slacking n listeninging to the band.. Shall go there again next time yah.. Lookin forward to it.. We shall be in proper dressing next time k.. Don be too lok kok next time yah.. hahaha..
Come to tink of it again i was saying eh tmr i gt presentation u noe.. Den not gonna be hm late in the end c we bum ard till so late.. I came hm at 3plus.. Hahahaha.. Funny... a simple dinner n a supposed to be a trip hm turns out to be the other way round.. Hehehe.. i had a memorable nite out wif u.. Lookin at someone so beat n she's gone in her own world.. she even doze off lor.. Hahaha.. aiya don say so much me too.. oops.. wink.. hehe...
Its.. U... u.. Well.. Thx for a wonderful nite.. enjoy the time spent wif u... Looking forward to our next outing there wink wink.. Shall not plan lets juz do it.. Hehehe... =)
Ok tis is wat happen.. An unplanned outing which turns out wonderful.. Amazing.. Tremendous.. Its been a Long time since i last had such a wonderful nite out...
Wearing super lok kok lor.. Tshirt n berms n slippers.. hahaha.. wen town to eat at scotts.. Den i come out wif an idea to go NYDC.. Instead yah end up else where.. Hahaha.. get our drinks n juz stone there.. Hehehe.. wat a nite but.. i Enjoy it man.. wow.. Hehehe its U!! Spending my nite out.. slacking n listeninging to the band.. Shall go there again next time yah.. Lookin forward to it.. We shall be in proper dressing next time k.. Don be too lok kok next time yah.. hahaha..
Come to tink of it again i was saying eh tmr i gt presentation u noe.. Den not gonna be hm late in the end c we bum ard till so late.. I came hm at 3plus.. Hahahaha.. Funny... a simple dinner n a supposed to be a trip hm turns out to be the other way round.. Hehehe.. i had a memorable nite out wif u.. Lookin at someone so beat n she's gone in her own world.. she even doze off lor.. Hahaha.. aiya don say so much me too.. oops.. wink.. hehe...
Its.. U... u.. Well.. Thx for a wonderful nite.. enjoy the time spent wif u... Looking forward to our next outing there wink wink.. Shall not plan lets juz do it.. Hehehe... =)
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
Updates Updates..
Back blogging.. Ok where shall i start..
Radio Forum News 93.8 FM
Wen for a radio forum on last Friday. Interesting discussion topic abt "Are Good Academic Grades / Paper Qualifications the Factor for Success in Singapore?" Yupz pretty gd get to skip FYPJ Jail Hahaha... I enjoy the forum it s a great experience to be involve in such things.. i was very much following the forum discussion closely.. Get to noe the panelist of the forum n even had foto session and interact wif them at the end of forum. Nothing much on the day after tat beside meetin Someone.. Yippie.. =)
Hmm wat else huh.. Oh My Sports Day outing.
Sat was out at noon go swim.. n acc U! for training.. Its sports day for me duh.. Long time never do sports so one time do 3 in half a day. Starts of swimming at abt 2plus 3.. den was being Pull to play soccer at hockey pitch. Soccer huh after so long not playing gt back to play was disasterous. I guess i lost it all in soccer sad but in the same time there blessing in disguise. Den wen for my rounds n rounds on track. i tink get to complete10 rounds running alone. Do some pull ups 7 as usual. Hehehe.. In the end gt cramps on my thigh argh.. Need to condition myself back to my sporty sides. Been bumming ard to much.. Hee.. den dinner time wif U! Wink wink..
HAri Raya Outing Wif BIOMates..
I enjoy it so much juz the 6 of us goin together.. Hahaha sums up my hari raya visiting.. No more visiting for me yea.. HAd great time spent wif my Biomates.. Eat n eat n eat n eat.. my stomach gains it size each time after each meals.. I feel very close to them its like never hv i felt the bonds in my classmates before tis sems. Being in the Bio Class for one thing i don regret is having to mit them. THx for making my last sems a meaningful one for my academic yr. Aliff, Ruzaini, Faizal, Jihan & Aisyah.. Oh not forgetting my non-muslims pals in Bio Class too.. Thx.. great to hv u all in class.. Shall we make tis hari raya outing a yearly event... Nice fotos we took in the outing but my fav wld be the last grp foto at faizals hse.. cool.. Hahaha..
Yea.. Guess tats sums it all up..
Radio Forum News 93.8 FM
Wen for a radio forum on last Friday. Interesting discussion topic abt "Are Good Academic Grades / Paper Qualifications the Factor for Success in Singapore?" Yupz pretty gd get to skip FYPJ Jail Hahaha... I enjoy the forum it s a great experience to be involve in such things.. i was very much following the forum discussion closely.. Get to noe the panelist of the forum n even had foto session and interact wif them at the end of forum. Nothing much on the day after tat beside meetin Someone.. Yippie.. =)
Hmm wat else huh.. Oh My Sports Day outing.
Sat was out at noon go swim.. n acc U! for training.. Its sports day for me duh.. Long time never do sports so one time do 3 in half a day. Starts of swimming at abt 2plus 3.. den was being Pull to play soccer at hockey pitch. Soccer huh after so long not playing gt back to play was disasterous. I guess i lost it all in soccer sad but in the same time there blessing in disguise. Den wen for my rounds n rounds on track. i tink get to complete10 rounds running alone. Do some pull ups 7 as usual. Hehehe.. In the end gt cramps on my thigh argh.. Need to condition myself back to my sporty sides. Been bumming ard to much.. Hee.. den dinner time wif U! Wink wink..
HAri Raya Outing Wif BIOMates..
I enjoy it so much juz the 6 of us goin together.. Hahaha sums up my hari raya visiting.. No more visiting for me yea.. HAd great time spent wif my Biomates.. Eat n eat n eat n eat.. my stomach gains it size each time after each meals.. I feel very close to them its like never hv i felt the bonds in my classmates before tis sems. Being in the Bio Class for one thing i don regret is having to mit them. THx for making my last sems a meaningful one for my academic yr. Aliff, Ruzaini, Faizal, Jihan & Aisyah.. Oh not forgetting my non-muslims pals in Bio Class too.. Thx.. great to hv u all in class.. Shall we make tis hari raya outing a yearly event... Nice fotos we took in the outing but my fav wld be the last grp foto at faizals hse.. cool.. Hahaha..
Yea.. Guess tats sums it all up..
Thursday, November 25, 2004
Yippie.. ITs ALL Cleared.. Worries Gone!!
Ah.. yea... REsults are OUT! Long been waiting for tis day to come... Since yesterday been so scared. Last evening was so much tinkin hard n hv tat feelin of not doin well.. Was keepin mentally prepared for SUP pAPers... I juz noe i didnt do my best for the last exams..
BUT NOW!!! YEA YIPPIE WOW WEE JUNIOR JUICE!!!! Thx GOd... Its All OVER...
To all MY BIo PAls... Congrat on ur results feel happier to noe tat everyone ard me are doin well.. 3 Cheers to All!! Hip hipHooray! We hv gone thru real tough times in the last sems.. *Pat Pat* All ur Hard WORk n Stress Paid Off.. Catch up wif u all sometime..
Bros N SIstaz! Hope results are gd for all of u... Update me all abt it.. Till we mit up soon..
U... smiles we made it thru for our results.. Yippie.. Talk to u ltr buaiz.. tinkin of u...
BUT NOW!!! YEA YIPPIE WOW WEE JUNIOR JUICE!!!! Thx GOd... Its All OVER...
To all MY BIo PAls... Congrat on ur results feel happier to noe tat everyone ard me are doin well.. 3 Cheers to All!! Hip hipHooray! We hv gone thru real tough times in the last sems.. *Pat Pat* All ur Hard WORk n Stress Paid Off.. Catch up wif u all sometime..
Bros N SIstaz! Hope results are gd for all of u... Update me all abt it.. Till we mit up soon..
U... smiles we made it thru for our results.. Yippie.. Talk to u ltr buaiz.. tinkin of u...
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
Our breakfast GaGs.. Hahaha
Yea wen for breakfast wif my Bio Pals... Nasi LEmak $1... Hee.. Ah anyway sumthing funny happen again.. Always happening n funny thngs goin on in our circular table...
Yah here goes the gossiping abt us n our other biomates.. Thx to evelyn.. Neh wats new... Here comes the intersting part.. Eve was talking abt her experience in last exam being caught by lecturer.. den comes to tis she out of no where pt out to aliff hu is eating his chicken n say "Eh wheres ur lanyard?" den... Hahaha.. we juz saw the chicken hes holding fly to his shirt.. I tot she scolding aliff or sumthng coz hes not having his lanyard.. N i tot aliff was shock coz out of no where she burst out n say tat to him...
Eh all start laughing.. aiyo.. for once i tot hes shock or wat den he say the chicken juz fly after he flick it of the plate.. Hahaha... brudder Aliff brudder..aliff full of nonsense.. Last wk its ur plate now ur chicken... ah hahaha.. Ok next tyme we shall stretch our break time longer.. It used to be 15mins sharp den become 30min.. Now 45 mins hahaha self declare no law coz Lawrence not ard... Hahahaha. .supervisor go missing so we shall break the laws..
Ok tats all for now.. Having so much fun wif my Bio Pals.. cool man.. Hmm so much into bloggin today huh... Hee..
N u! Its U! HOPE u had a fun time out.. wink.. Miss Ya! Catch up wif ya ltr..!
Yah here goes the gossiping abt us n our other biomates.. Thx to evelyn.. Neh wats new... Here comes the intersting part.. Eve was talking abt her experience in last exam being caught by lecturer.. den comes to tis she out of no where pt out to aliff hu is eating his chicken n say "Eh wheres ur lanyard?" den... Hahaha.. we juz saw the chicken hes holding fly to his shirt.. I tot she scolding aliff or sumthng coz hes not having his lanyard.. N i tot aliff was shock coz out of no where she burst out n say tat to him...
Eh all start laughing.. aiyo.. for once i tot hes shock or wat den he say the chicken juz fly after he flick it of the plate.. Hahaha... brudder Aliff brudder..aliff full of nonsense.. Last wk its ur plate now ur chicken... ah hahaha.. Ok next tyme we shall stretch our break time longer.. It used to be 15mins sharp den become 30min.. Now 45 mins hahaha self declare no law coz Lawrence not ard... Hahahaha. .supervisor go missing so we shall break the laws..
Ok tats all for now.. Having so much fun wif my Bio Pals.. cool man.. Hmm so much into bloggin today huh... Hee..
N u! Its U! HOPE u had a fun time out.. wink.. Miss Ya! Catch up wif ya ltr..!
Shout Outs!!
After all those things being said it still seems like nothing has gt into u huh! Or perhaps it wld never gt to u after all.... Sometime i wonder shld better of not keep the frenship frm the start. To a certain point i tink i REGReT! Argh... WAtever it is so be it.. wats done is done.. things can never be unchange n will never be the same.. After all i do hv to face it.. Theres nothing else i wld like to say.. i hv speak out wats in my mind...
If all tat u wan is to mit den yah sure by all means.. Meet me wen ur readi.. Lets juz solve it once n for all... I tink tat wld do... Tell me wen u wanna mit..
To my bros n sistas long time no slack ard lei wen shall we do tat? Any activity to do? Hope u all do well for ur results Miss u guys man..
MY Bio Pals gd luck for ur results too.. hope everyone of us survive our hatic modules.
Circumstances do change one's life n its sumthing tat im goin thru. Lookin fwd to having my life spent wif u.. Tinking of u always.. Wink =) Thx for all those wonderful time spent together...
Thank You For Everything..
If all tat u wan is to mit den yah sure by all means.. Meet me wen ur readi.. Lets juz solve it once n for all... I tink tat wld do... Tell me wen u wanna mit..
To my bros n sistas long time no slack ard lei wen shall we do tat? Any activity to do? Hope u all do well for ur results Miss u guys man..
MY Bio Pals gd luck for ur results too.. hope everyone of us survive our hatic modules.
Circumstances do change one's life n its sumthing tat im goin thru. Lookin fwd to having my life spent wif u.. Tinking of u always.. Wink =) Thx for all those wonderful time spent together...
Thank You For Everything..
Monday, November 22, 2004
Rattling Off..
FyPJ!! eh counting down time for me to leave the lab.. Hee!!
Erm time for me to blog n updates over wats goin on for me huh.. Ok well heard tat grandpa's condition is getting better.. Yea! Gd for him.. its always like tat wen he is brought over here.. Credit to our great doctors n health team for providing top class service huh.. But i tink Dads pretty sick lately.. Maybe due to hospital or even beyond hospitals issue... Hmm muz be vit m..
Aiya don noe how to help him.. pretty much hung up tinkin abt it. I tink mum wld chat wif me abt it..
Next fypj.. Wah 3rd wks to it wat hv i conclude?? Erm stil goin on well but waiting for further instructions. Things seems to be unfolding n looks like i can complete my research by wed.. Me n Del hv better idea of our proj but stil not enuf to carry on without lookin for him. He keeps on disappearing wen we need to get ans from him.. aiyo delay our progress.. i tink by wed if things cont tis way wah jia lat ah.. Hope my pals in lab r doin fine... Jihan, Eve, Xinru & Aliff hws ur progress???? Oh not forgetting Aisyah n Faizal! Hows ur movie session goin?Hee!! Jealous man at least can hv entertainment we all here stoning...
Hmm next abt my blog.. lots of pple been askin me hu n hu n hu?? Huh wat hu? Neh.. Let u wonder off ur mind tinkin abt it.. If u noe den gd don noe oso gd yah wat eva.. I don need to go ard telling pple ssShhh.. Don c the need to.. But one thing in particular pls don make assumptions till ur certain wats goin on in my life.. Yea!!
To my pals don worry if its meant for u to noe u will noe.. Pity my bros.. been pastered by others over it.. Eh they themselves don noe... shall leave it tat way n get curious over it.. =][ zip zip.. Bros we shall catch up someday dude.. long time never go slack together.. Shall do it someday.. Erm ya looks like ROXY jam is off is it? Erm sistas we shall spent our christmas together den.. if we gif our roxy jam a miss.. Eh can we play sports someday.. I tink i need to exercise man.. Tennis very much wanna play tennis if only mel gt back his rackets tat wld be great, badminton.. run, frisbee??? anything as long as we do some sports.. Shall we??
Ok shall blog again tonite.. Yippie!!
Hmm.. Hee been having real great times spent all tis while.. Gosh getting addicted to u.. wink.. =) Im enjoying every moment everyday.. Wink wink.. =) its U! =p
Erm time for me to blog n updates over wats goin on for me huh.. Ok well heard tat grandpa's condition is getting better.. Yea! Gd for him.. its always like tat wen he is brought over here.. Credit to our great doctors n health team for providing top class service huh.. But i tink Dads pretty sick lately.. Maybe due to hospital or even beyond hospitals issue... Hmm muz be vit m..
Aiya don noe how to help him.. pretty much hung up tinkin abt it. I tink mum wld chat wif me abt it..
Next fypj.. Wah 3rd wks to it wat hv i conclude?? Erm stil goin on well but waiting for further instructions. Things seems to be unfolding n looks like i can complete my research by wed.. Me n Del hv better idea of our proj but stil not enuf to carry on without lookin for him. He keeps on disappearing wen we need to get ans from him.. aiyo delay our progress.. i tink by wed if things cont tis way wah jia lat ah.. Hope my pals in lab r doin fine... Jihan, Eve, Xinru & Aliff hws ur progress???? Oh not forgetting Aisyah n Faizal! Hows ur movie session goin?Hee!! Jealous man at least can hv entertainment we all here stoning...
Hmm next abt my blog.. lots of pple been askin me hu n hu n hu?? Huh wat hu? Neh.. Let u wonder off ur mind tinkin abt it.. If u noe den gd don noe oso gd yah wat eva.. I don need to go ard telling pple ssShhh.. Don c the need to.. But one thing in particular pls don make assumptions till ur certain wats goin on in my life.. Yea!!
To my pals don worry if its meant for u to noe u will noe.. Pity my bros.. been pastered by others over it.. Eh they themselves don noe... shall leave it tat way n get curious over it.. =][ zip zip.. Bros we shall catch up someday dude.. long time never go slack together.. Shall do it someday.. Erm ya looks like ROXY jam is off is it? Erm sistas we shall spent our christmas together den.. if we gif our roxy jam a miss.. Eh can we play sports someday.. I tink i need to exercise man.. Tennis very much wanna play tennis if only mel gt back his rackets tat wld be great, badminton.. run, frisbee??? anything as long as we do some sports.. Shall we??
Ok shall blog again tonite.. Yippie!!
Hmm.. Hee been having real great times spent all tis while.. Gosh getting addicted to u.. wink.. =) Im enjoying every moment everyday.. Wink wink.. =) its U! =p
Saturday, November 20, 2004
Oh my... Hope he's Doin Well [Dad Mum n Bro]
Erm.. wat a set back.. My dad is goin crazy now. He's head is spinning fast enuf to make him pass out. Its all bcoz grandpa was hospitalised yesterday nite. My dad has been running out of slp coz gt to send him to hospital pick him up wif my uncle frm JB all the way here. Pity him... he needs some slp time too.. Wat can i say he always gif his best coz tats wat sons are for.. Im so proud of him.
My grandpa has a burst vein.. its consistanly bleeding none stop. I sense its coming tat day wen the last time i saw him. I suspect sumthins wrong.. coz it looks real bad. Mum tot its diabetes but well thx god its not. Aiya... Sigh sigh.. He has gonne thru quite a lot for an old man. Its juz those time in one's life tis has to come. In the afternoon juz now my dad has he's surmon.. Its abt Death n getting old.. Hmm he start rattling all those stuff which im least interested to listen too.. Aiyo was trying to get to me n my bro.. lookin at themselves wondering wat wld it be for them.. SO much being said i juz finish up my meal den head to my rm.
Each time tis issue comes abt always put me to tinkin... COme on.. pls i wldnt leave them wen their old.. I always tell myself i wld be there no matter wat it is.. Its my turn to take care of them in future. Me n my bro wld never leave them alone.. its time for us to repay them back wat they hv given us all tis while. I appreciate them for bring us up till wat we are.. even though we do quarrels or wat but stil ultimately WE Both Do love them.. Noone can deny tat their parents means nothing to them. Its all rubbish.. u muz remember they are the reason behind y we exist in this world.. I told myself never to neglect them coz i've learn frm my past.. tts enuf for me to stand on my feet n improve myself. All those things tat i've hurt them in the past.. long gone.. im here to make them proud of me n my bro.. I guess age has catch up wif me its a whole new life for me now.. The time has come for me n my bro to take gd care of them..
Dad mum... Pls remember tat u always hv us standing by u in future.. We will never neglect u. I will always be there wen ever u need me. Dad i promise to show u care n concern the same way u did to grandpa. I am like u.. even we always hv misunderstanding n so on but wen come to wat im truly made of.. its ur character tat i pick up n i will not forget tat. U will be given all my attention wen its ur turn to count on me.. pls stop worrying for us mum n dad we are big enuf to lead our lives. I promise not to disappoint u... I wan u both to be proud of ur two Sons.. I pledge to u n never will i go against my words. My family is my priority it will always be...
Shall hv u be wif me n go thru it together in time to come.. =)
My grandpa has a burst vein.. its consistanly bleeding none stop. I sense its coming tat day wen the last time i saw him. I suspect sumthins wrong.. coz it looks real bad. Mum tot its diabetes but well thx god its not. Aiya... Sigh sigh.. He has gonne thru quite a lot for an old man. Its juz those time in one's life tis has to come. In the afternoon juz now my dad has he's surmon.. Its abt Death n getting old.. Hmm he start rattling all those stuff which im least interested to listen too.. Aiyo was trying to get to me n my bro.. lookin at themselves wondering wat wld it be for them.. SO much being said i juz finish up my meal den head to my rm.
Each time tis issue comes abt always put me to tinkin... COme on.. pls i wldnt leave them wen their old.. I always tell myself i wld be there no matter wat it is.. Its my turn to take care of them in future. Me n my bro wld never leave them alone.. its time for us to repay them back wat they hv given us all tis while. I appreciate them for bring us up till wat we are.. even though we do quarrels or wat but stil ultimately WE Both Do love them.. Noone can deny tat their parents means nothing to them. Its all rubbish.. u muz remember they are the reason behind y we exist in this world.. I told myself never to neglect them coz i've learn frm my past.. tts enuf for me to stand on my feet n improve myself. All those things tat i've hurt them in the past.. long gone.. im here to make them proud of me n my bro.. I guess age has catch up wif me its a whole new life for me now.. The time has come for me n my bro to take gd care of them..
Dad mum... Pls remember tat u always hv us standing by u in future.. We will never neglect u. I will always be there wen ever u need me. Dad i promise to show u care n concern the same way u did to grandpa. I am like u.. even we always hv misunderstanding n so on but wen come to wat im truly made of.. its ur character tat i pick up n i will not forget tat. U will be given all my attention wen its ur turn to count on me.. pls stop worrying for us mum n dad we are big enuf to lead our lives. I promise not to disappoint u... I wan u both to be proud of ur two Sons.. I pledge to u n never will i go against my words. My family is my priority it will always be...
Shall hv u be wif me n go thru it together in time to come.. =)
Friday, November 19, 2004
Hope to see it blossom..
Here's sumthin for u...
Was tinking wat hv i gt into lately.. Im pretty much occupied by sumthings in mind.. Hee.. *Wink* Don noe y but i hv to say im pretty content wif wat i hv now. Yea!
I enjoy lunching yesterday real great coz maybe its first time goin lunch wif u.. Hoping for more to come. Pretty comfortable having u ard cant deny tat i always look fwd to hv u ard.. Been tinking abt it for a long time didnt noe wen wld i ever go out wif ya or sumthing.. But tis wk it all seems to be coming.. Hahaha... Things happen to be goin on so fast.. I don noe y is it so. I cant seem to answer ur question last nite over ur doubts. Maybe me too hv doubts abt it myself. Come to realise it i didnt noe y i juz began to approach u wen i noe u exist way back den. Maybe it juz happen tat u are suppose to cross my life at tis present moment. Certain things are meant to be left alone and wait for it to come to u. So tis cld be it... hmm..
Thxs for crossing my life journey.. Hope to c u be part of it... Lets wait n c for wat more to come.. As for now im content wif wat i hv... *wink* Cant wait to c u again.. Counting down my hours... Yea.. Yippie...
Was tinking wat hv i gt into lately.. Im pretty much occupied by sumthings in mind.. Hee.. *Wink* Don noe y but i hv to say im pretty content wif wat i hv now. Yea!
I enjoy lunching yesterday real great coz maybe its first time goin lunch wif u.. Hoping for more to come. Pretty comfortable having u ard cant deny tat i always look fwd to hv u ard.. Been tinking abt it for a long time didnt noe wen wld i ever go out wif ya or sumthing.. But tis wk it all seems to be coming.. Hahaha... Things happen to be goin on so fast.. I don noe y is it so. I cant seem to answer ur question last nite over ur doubts. Maybe me too hv doubts abt it myself. Come to realise it i didnt noe y i juz began to approach u wen i noe u exist way back den. Maybe it juz happen tat u are suppose to cross my life at tis present moment. Certain things are meant to be left alone and wait for it to come to u. So tis cld be it... hmm..
Thxs for crossing my life journey.. Hope to c u be part of it... Lets wait n c for wat more to come.. As for now im content wif wat i hv... *wink* Cant wait to c u again.. Counting down my hours... Yea.. Yippie...
Time spent in LAB..
Ok 2 wks past since the start of FYPJ... My progress in lab has been very mild. stil in research mode. At times certain days the research is great coz gt to cover lots of it. den next day left wandering off don noe where to continue.. Hahaha.. its always the case so far huh. Me n delwin hv been lazyin ard.. Work wen needed n cont stoning at times...
Time past pretty fast nowadays in lab huh... I tink its bcoz i can run out off labs for BREAk.. Yea morning lunch afternoon tea break.. All CAn AH YEa! So each time gt into lab more fruitful n productive to do my proj. gd boi.. morale booster is goin break (C my positive side.. Hahaha.. Nowadays gt sumthing new to look fwd too its U!). Spent lots of time together as a whole grp. All 6 of us can go break together unlike the previous time gt to staggered break.. Aiyo terrible.. Getting more n more adventurous too time extension in break. 15 mins bcome 30mins power rite... Nvm more to come i tell u. Shall do it wen we stil can... coz gonna be busy soon..
Ok set some bench mark to keep up wif our proj specs. So far pretty clear of the whole end product. But gettin the content now.. rest assured i feel better and slight confident n hv faith i cld pull thru it. For now slow n steady wins the race... Yea.. Lawrence our supervisor manage to guide us to our next step of our proj. Has been starring at the same thing but did not understand wat to do. If only he were to tell us earlier aiyo i tink long time cleared liao lolz... nvm work wif wat i hv first.. all the bits n pieces are coming in now.
Oh yesterday took foto as a grp yesterday so fun.. I shall put it in my blog wen i noe how too.. Hahaha.. Thx to the dustbin we all hv to bend lower juz to fit in the whole pic. Wait till u c the foto u will understand wat i mean. More foto shots to come.. since we are so free in the lab.. Aliff more fotos yah..
Hv not been meetin up much wif the other pals. Didnt slack ard much wif them for long.. Juz go eat n hm.. Hope they r doin fine.. Muz be rotting in labs or tep.. Happy rotting.. catch up wif ya all someday..
OK tats all for now.. Lunch time soon.. Yea!!
Time past pretty fast nowadays in lab huh... I tink its bcoz i can run out off labs for BREAk.. Yea morning lunch afternoon tea break.. All CAn AH YEa! So each time gt into lab more fruitful n productive to do my proj. gd boi.. morale booster is goin break (C my positive side.. Hahaha.. Nowadays gt sumthing new to look fwd too its U!). Spent lots of time together as a whole grp. All 6 of us can go break together unlike the previous time gt to staggered break.. Aiyo terrible.. Getting more n more adventurous too time extension in break. 15 mins bcome 30mins power rite... Nvm more to come i tell u. Shall do it wen we stil can... coz gonna be busy soon..
Ok set some bench mark to keep up wif our proj specs. So far pretty clear of the whole end product. But gettin the content now.. rest assured i feel better and slight confident n hv faith i cld pull thru it. For now slow n steady wins the race... Yea.. Lawrence our supervisor manage to guide us to our next step of our proj. Has been starring at the same thing but did not understand wat to do. If only he were to tell us earlier aiyo i tink long time cleared liao lolz... nvm work wif wat i hv first.. all the bits n pieces are coming in now.
Oh yesterday took foto as a grp yesterday so fun.. I shall put it in my blog wen i noe how too.. Hahaha.. Thx to the dustbin we all hv to bend lower juz to fit in the whole pic. Wait till u c the foto u will understand wat i mean. More foto shots to come.. since we are so free in the lab.. Aliff more fotos yah..
Hv not been meetin up much wif the other pals. Didnt slack ard much wif them for long.. Juz go eat n hm.. Hope they r doin fine.. Muz be rotting in labs or tep.. Happy rotting.. catch up wif ya all someday..
OK tats all for now.. Lunch time soon.. Yea!!
Thursday, November 18, 2004
wonders of reality show.. If Only i Cld...
Blog blog.. Hee hvnt been bloggin lately.. No mood. Didnt do much besides slacking ard.. Ah yesterday i came hm early to watch TV believe it or not. Its been a long time since i came back frm sch n head straight hm.
O was watching AMAZING RACE 6! Aiya cheat my feeling Haha.. I tot it was a couples challenge n i gt it wrong. A billion dollar prize n i gt it wrong again.. Hee lucky never bet wif joanne if not i will lose big times sia.. Heng Ah.. I was lookin at all the diff contestant taking part. Wat interest me was the diff couples goin thru the race together. Only the first leg of the race you shld c how much they quarrel n scream on each other. Haha.. Come to realise i tink tis is where u see the dynamics of a couple. Coz everyone will go thru their rough times during the race. To me here's where u c the true colours on oneself. Another thing tat rings the bell for me is the places they cover. Yesterday its ICELAND eh.. Nice man wow... Its Breath taking!! Awesome... Woew..Hee
Hmm i tink wat makes amazing race the best reality show is due to the diff elements which can be obtain out of the whole show. U can c human relation put to test. Especially couples... and the other wan is getting to noe more great places in the world. Im so much interested to be in such a race man. If only we hv it locally tats wonders. I'll sure to participate man. If only i cld venture in such a show wif my love ones goin thru the race together as a couple it gonna be real meaningful coz tats where u can discover more abt one another. It takes a lot of communication n understanding; all tis put to a test thruout the whole race... My passion in travelling n seeing the world has oso get into me into the show. If u can hv the chance to travel around the world wif ur love partner n go thru all the times travelling i wld trade tis experience for anything at all.. Never will.. [Kinda miss travelling.. didnt go anywhere tis sems break coz i gt NO BREAK!! Argh. Shall do it once i graduate.. Yippie! Wld be great If U cld Join.. Hmmm Tinkin abt it *Eye Roles*]
Hee fell aslp waiting.. Lolz haha didnt even msg or i can say fell aslp half way. Oops make it up someday.. Promise *wink* Oh ya.. Yea thx for mitting up for lunch today.. Hahaha.. been meetin up lately n i tink im loving it hee.. Nice mitting up wif u all tis while. Well shall do tat more often next time yea.. yippie..
Ok tats all for now.. Blog tonite again..
O was watching AMAZING RACE 6! Aiya cheat my feeling Haha.. I tot it was a couples challenge n i gt it wrong. A billion dollar prize n i gt it wrong again.. Hee lucky never bet wif joanne if not i will lose big times sia.. Heng Ah.. I was lookin at all the diff contestant taking part. Wat interest me was the diff couples goin thru the race together. Only the first leg of the race you shld c how much they quarrel n scream on each other. Haha.. Come to realise i tink tis is where u see the dynamics of a couple. Coz everyone will go thru their rough times during the race. To me here's where u c the true colours on oneself. Another thing tat rings the bell for me is the places they cover. Yesterday its ICELAND eh.. Nice man wow... Its Breath taking!! Awesome... Woew..Hee
Hmm i tink wat makes amazing race the best reality show is due to the diff elements which can be obtain out of the whole show. U can c human relation put to test. Especially couples... and the other wan is getting to noe more great places in the world. Im so much interested to be in such a race man. If only we hv it locally tats wonders. I'll sure to participate man. If only i cld venture in such a show wif my love ones goin thru the race together as a couple it gonna be real meaningful coz tats where u can discover more abt one another. It takes a lot of communication n understanding; all tis put to a test thruout the whole race... My passion in travelling n seeing the world has oso get into me into the show. If u can hv the chance to travel around the world wif ur love partner n go thru all the times travelling i wld trade tis experience for anything at all.. Never will.. [Kinda miss travelling.. didnt go anywhere tis sems break coz i gt NO BREAK!! Argh. Shall do it once i graduate.. Yippie! Wld be great If U cld Join.. Hmmm Tinkin abt it *Eye Roles*]
Hee fell aslp waiting.. Lolz haha didnt even msg or i can say fell aslp half way. Oops make it up someday.. Promise *wink* Oh ya.. Yea thx for mitting up for lunch today.. Hahaha.. been meetin up lately n i tink im loving it hee.. Nice mitting up wif u all tis while. Well shall do tat more often next time yea.. yippie..
Ok tats all for now.. Blog tonite again..
Sunday, November 14, 2004
So much being said and Done... To tat Someone out there..
For all those who understand wat im writing next don be surprise.. I juz hv to let it of my chest coz its juz too much to take. If only tat someone is reading it.. maybe it wld be better to make things known to her.. Or maybe its not.. But tats not impt to me after all tat i said i juz don wan her to cry for me again.. Coz each time she cries i feel so guilty and i don noe how am i gonna pick myself up after all tis while...
Im pretty much disturb by her remarks and comment.. After all tis while maybe things has never been better. Im stil bound to face situation which always left me tinking. Wat hav i done to u tat hurt u so much...
I juz hv to blog tis... Coz its reali killing me... I was online for a while in the early morning. Little tat i known my letter for her wld coz such a break down. The intention of the letter is to clarify and was hoping tat we cld settle all the differences. I didnt expect to hurt u all tis while. I noe u hv been so much disturb after all those time. Yah i admit i never once make u feel happy.. Never hv i reali let u leave ur life for good. Maybe all tis while we cant be seperated.. It juz so much to take rite.. Since we end it we did stil keep in touch and chat n even mit at times.. Maybe we juz feel so foreign together.. But i reali am sorry if i hurt all tis while.. STOP Crying FOR ME!! PLS STOP.. I've enuf sins to let u go thru all tis.. Never did i wan to coz u to suffer.. PPle hv been telling me abt u and yah i noe everyone wld hv their finger point on me for everything tat u hv gone thru. U always tink tat im strong n yah pple don noe tat i've been tryin tryin real hard to leave for gd. Maybe i do tink abt u at times... Yes i hv to agree u do take me aback at times. Hairul wat is it tat ur holding on too.. N the ans to it is Right frm the bottom of my heart all this while maybe i hv fail to move on myself. In fact im play acting being bold untouchables and unpredictable... I hv never manage to keep my past away.. Such a great pretender.. I hv enuf sins and i myself is truly am sorry and disapppointed for treating u bad. Shed ur tears shed it.. fill my life full of guilt and me living in remorse.. To tat someone out there I reali SEEK ur Apologies for everything that i've done. I never meant to hurt u.. All those time spent is merely something meaningful for me not a lie. Never ever i cheat on u.. I truly am sincere having all those time spent wif u... Believe me i hv never feel any better if u were to continue on tis way.. Forgive me for every wrong tat i do.. I wld like to take the oppurtunity in tis festive season to seek forgiveness frm u.. My letter to u is never intend to hurt u more or to cause u to cry.. Y do u always hv to tink other wise wen i didnt meant to hurt u.. Hv i always been hurting u...
My o my i reali miss my Brudders... Clem Dennis anyone HELP HELP!! Someone save me... Anyone save me... To my close pals Bros Sistas i reali need a break man im shattered...
Im left to ponder wat more am i goin thru in life... Am i rite to continue my frenship wif tat someone.. Was it too much to ask for? Wat if we didnt keep in contact how wld things be? Am i wrong to keep in touch... Can anyone ans me all tis questions??
Im felling so low now.. My morale juz so lousy now.. Mentally tired physically tired due to the festive prep last min i can say... i Need A Hug or maybe even a brain wash better stil.. Gonna miss chatting tonite too.. hmm gonna miss u i tink i need u badly. well i talk abt it some other time.. Do take care of urself and hope to hear frm u real badly.. Msg u sumtymes.. U noe hu u r.. little did i realise tat i hv a strong affection of u.. maybe tis is sumthing for u too read n noe more of my past.. How i wish i cld talk to u abt it tonite but well i wldnt be ard... Nevertheless i will always be reaching u as often as i can...
To all others happy holidays... My muslims pals... Allahuakhbar allahhuakhbar allahuakhbar walillailham.. Salam Aidilfitri MinalAidil walfaizin. Dgn Ingatan tulus ikhlas ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.
Leaving wif lots of tots n sorrows... Wat a festive it has turn out to be...
Im pretty much disturb by her remarks and comment.. After all tis while maybe things has never been better. Im stil bound to face situation which always left me tinking. Wat hav i done to u tat hurt u so much...
I juz hv to blog tis... Coz its reali killing me... I was online for a while in the early morning. Little tat i known my letter for her wld coz such a break down. The intention of the letter is to clarify and was hoping tat we cld settle all the differences. I didnt expect to hurt u all tis while. I noe u hv been so much disturb after all those time. Yah i admit i never once make u feel happy.. Never hv i reali let u leave ur life for good. Maybe all tis while we cant be seperated.. It juz so much to take rite.. Since we end it we did stil keep in touch and chat n even mit at times.. Maybe we juz feel so foreign together.. But i reali am sorry if i hurt all tis while.. STOP Crying FOR ME!! PLS STOP.. I've enuf sins to let u go thru all tis.. Never did i wan to coz u to suffer.. PPle hv been telling me abt u and yah i noe everyone wld hv their finger point on me for everything tat u hv gone thru. U always tink tat im strong n yah pple don noe tat i've been tryin tryin real hard to leave for gd. Maybe i do tink abt u at times... Yes i hv to agree u do take me aback at times. Hairul wat is it tat ur holding on too.. N the ans to it is Right frm the bottom of my heart all this while maybe i hv fail to move on myself. In fact im play acting being bold untouchables and unpredictable... I hv never manage to keep my past away.. Such a great pretender.. I hv enuf sins and i myself is truly am sorry and disapppointed for treating u bad. Shed ur tears shed it.. fill my life full of guilt and me living in remorse.. To tat someone out there I reali SEEK ur Apologies for everything that i've done. I never meant to hurt u.. All those time spent is merely something meaningful for me not a lie. Never ever i cheat on u.. I truly am sincere having all those time spent wif u... Believe me i hv never feel any better if u were to continue on tis way.. Forgive me for every wrong tat i do.. I wld like to take the oppurtunity in tis festive season to seek forgiveness frm u.. My letter to u is never intend to hurt u more or to cause u to cry.. Y do u always hv to tink other wise wen i didnt meant to hurt u.. Hv i always been hurting u...
My o my i reali miss my Brudders... Clem Dennis anyone HELP HELP!! Someone save me... Anyone save me... To my close pals Bros Sistas i reali need a break man im shattered...
Im left to ponder wat more am i goin thru in life... Am i rite to continue my frenship wif tat someone.. Was it too much to ask for? Wat if we didnt keep in contact how wld things be? Am i wrong to keep in touch... Can anyone ans me all tis questions??
Im felling so low now.. My morale juz so lousy now.. Mentally tired physically tired due to the festive prep last min i can say... i Need A Hug or maybe even a brain wash better stil.. Gonna miss chatting tonite too.. hmm gonna miss u i tink i need u badly. well i talk abt it some other time.. Do take care of urself and hope to hear frm u real badly.. Msg u sumtymes.. U noe hu u r.. little did i realise tat i hv a strong affection of u.. maybe tis is sumthing for u too read n noe more of my past.. How i wish i cld talk to u abt it tonite but well i wldnt be ard... Nevertheless i will always be reaching u as often as i can...
To all others happy holidays... My muslims pals... Allahuakhbar allahhuakhbar allahuakhbar walillailham.. Salam Aidilfitri MinalAidil walfaizin. Dgn Ingatan tulus ikhlas ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.
Leaving wif lots of tots n sorrows... Wat a festive it has turn out to be...
Saturday, November 13, 2004
The Glorious Day Coming... (Festive Mood)
Yawn yawn... was up pretty early today.. Thx to my beloved mum for kicking me out of bed. Hee.. And best is where u wan me to go MARKET?!?! Lolz... Yah practically getting my ass to the market huh... Chickens, Meat, Vegies, Prawns... Hmm Eggs.. erm wat more hmm Lontong Ketupat... Wow tink tats lot of stuff for me to buy rite. Indeed goin all ard alone wif the crowd wet floor yuckish awww gosh. Nevertheless real good boi rite helping mum do such a great deed.. Erm reali pity her coz its like shes done a lot baking n baking n baking all nite.. So i tink its rite i do so even i complain but to me its no big deal wat are sons for if u cant help ur Mum rite!! (Erm so positive ah..) Its always like tis im the "Maria" at hm both ways everything is possible for me huh cook hm chores yah u name it done it did it n for ever will... Pretty annoyed my LAZY BUM brudder of mine.. wld be better if he can come along but duh where is he IN BED! Aiyo so sickening gif him a gd kick out of bed wen i came back coz need him to do his laundry. Ok zip zip tats enuf...
Hmmm.. Ramadhan marks an end today.. A whole mth of fast is over. I look into my fasting expereince things seems so easy for me.. I guess its reali a norm for me. Didnt feel much of the fasting in fact i tink its juz so fast.. I don hv the festive mood at all in me. A bit low in enthusiasm no big deal for me. Mayb wat im lookin fwd is to mit up my cousins and yah do some catching up coz ages since last mit them.. Oh yah not forgetting miss my little cousins they will go crazy wen they see me.. I MISS THem So much... Haha had a fon call juz now n yah Nabilah was talking to me askin me to go over hee.. I'll do tat in the evening.. shes adorable...
Well to all my muslims fren n family i wld like to take this oppurtunity to wish u
"Salam Aidilfitri Minal Aidil Walfaizin Maaf Zahir Batin. Semoga bergembira di samping keluarga di Syawal yg mulia ini. Mohon ampun dan maaf jika ada terkasar bahasa atau melampaui batas ketika bergurau. Halalkan makan dan minum saya.. Semoga tuhan menerima amalan berpuasa kamu insyallah..."
To all my non-muslims frens HAPpy Long Holidays! Its along weekend hope u pple Had fun n an enjoyable time.. Take care pple!! Yea to my bros n sista I can Join U all For lunch next week yippie.. Clem Bro u can look for me to eat now im no longer fasting by then.. Hee! To All Hv Fun Folks!! C ya on Tues
Erm ok shall end here yah.. Oh Not forgeting to u there.. i had a wonderful dream last nite. *wink* its driving me crazy.. shall c wats up for us yah...Erm till i here frm u hv a great day...
Hmmm.. Ramadhan marks an end today.. A whole mth of fast is over. I look into my fasting expereince things seems so easy for me.. I guess its reali a norm for me. Didnt feel much of the fasting in fact i tink its juz so fast.. I don hv the festive mood at all in me. A bit low in enthusiasm no big deal for me. Mayb wat im lookin fwd is to mit up my cousins and yah do some catching up coz ages since last mit them.. Oh yah not forgetting miss my little cousins they will go crazy wen they see me.. I MISS THem So much... Haha had a fon call juz now n yah Nabilah was talking to me askin me to go over hee.. I'll do tat in the evening.. shes adorable...
Well to all my muslims fren n family i wld like to take this oppurtunity to wish u
"Salam Aidilfitri Minal Aidil Walfaizin Maaf Zahir Batin. Semoga bergembira di samping keluarga di Syawal yg mulia ini. Mohon ampun dan maaf jika ada terkasar bahasa atau melampaui batas ketika bergurau. Halalkan makan dan minum saya.. Semoga tuhan menerima amalan berpuasa kamu insyallah..."
To all my non-muslims frens HAPpy Long Holidays! Its along weekend hope u pple Had fun n an enjoyable time.. Take care pple!! Yea to my bros n sista I can Join U all For lunch next week yippie.. Clem Bro u can look for me to eat now im no longer fasting by then.. Hee! To All Hv Fun Folks!! C ya on Tues
Erm ok shall end here yah.. Oh Not forgeting to u there.. i had a wonderful dream last nite. *wink* its driving me crazy.. shall c wats up for us yah...Erm till i here frm u hv a great day...
Friday, November 12, 2004
Back On Blogging...
Welcome Back.. [Cleaning In Progress] Clearing cobwebs in my blogspot..
Time flies real fast little tat i realise im doin my fypj now.. Argh BORING LAB... Gene Interaction Project??? wth?? Practically bound wif lots of restriction and caught in blurry zone.. Not noeing where to start n wat to do for our proj. Pretty much miserable time spent in sch seriously its so dreadful. Wat a routine man i wonder how am i goin to survive tis 12 wks. I shall say 11 wks left... 830-6pm.. My O My... Enuf of moaning...
A short updates on wats on for me... Getting back to camp mode recently is so fun.. Sometime i wonder whether i shall juz not leave camp for sch pretty much enjoy the days spent in camp instead of sch. Its juz one of those things which left me into my deep tots.. Maybe i do need the cash huh so juz work lah.. Bottom line is i enjoy my job and always lookin fwd to it..
In myself i noe i kinda having some personal struggles.. juz don feel gd after all tis while. something juz seems to bother me.. Hm.. Sch.. Pple.. vit M... erm. Aint doin me any good reali need a break or maybe go on an escape trip away frm all tis..
But i hv something great to look fwd nowadays... Hee enjoying every moment spent each nite each day in my discovery channel *wink wink* i always enjoy the time spent be it mailing chattin online yah *smiling away* Thx for crossing my life n its been a pleasure noeing u.. Wat more can i ask juz hope to c it grew even more im so excited abt it don noe y... There sumthing in u tat reali leads me in a diff way...
Ok.. so much being said i only spend 10mins bloggin n i hv long long hours before i can leave tis place. Argh.. Wat shall i do for now huh... Spent my morning lookin thru my blog even forgot my add n even my login id. Gt to even ask SK for it hahahaha.. weird... Visit the library wif dalwin to look for jsp servelet bk *ahem gd huh* Gonna do some reading abt my whole proj.. Tuesday gt Q&A.. so yah Hairul lets start on it enuf of SLACKING!!
I shall take my leave for now... [I wan cookies hope to gt cookies coz someone is baking today] yuppie so fun.. Till da doo..
Time flies real fast little tat i realise im doin my fypj now.. Argh BORING LAB... Gene Interaction Project??? wth?? Practically bound wif lots of restriction and caught in blurry zone.. Not noeing where to start n wat to do for our proj. Pretty much miserable time spent in sch seriously its so dreadful. Wat a routine man i wonder how am i goin to survive tis 12 wks. I shall say 11 wks left... 830-6pm.. My O My... Enuf of moaning...
A short updates on wats on for me... Getting back to camp mode recently is so fun.. Sometime i wonder whether i shall juz not leave camp for sch pretty much enjoy the days spent in camp instead of sch. Its juz one of those things which left me into my deep tots.. Maybe i do need the cash huh so juz work lah.. Bottom line is i enjoy my job and always lookin fwd to it..
In myself i noe i kinda having some personal struggles.. juz don feel gd after all tis while. something juz seems to bother me.. Hm.. Sch.. Pple.. vit M... erm. Aint doin me any good reali need a break or maybe go on an escape trip away frm all tis..
But i hv something great to look fwd nowadays... Hee enjoying every moment spent each nite each day in my discovery channel *wink wink* i always enjoy the time spent be it mailing chattin online yah *smiling away* Thx for crossing my life n its been a pleasure noeing u.. Wat more can i ask juz hope to c it grew even more im so excited abt it don noe y... There sumthing in u tat reali leads me in a diff way...
Ok.. so much being said i only spend 10mins bloggin n i hv long long hours before i can leave tis place. Argh.. Wat shall i do for now huh... Spent my morning lookin thru my blog even forgot my add n even my login id. Gt to even ask SK for it hahahaha.. weird... Visit the library wif dalwin to look for jsp servelet bk *ahem gd huh* Gonna do some reading abt my whole proj.. Tuesday gt Q&A.. so yah Hairul lets start on it enuf of SLACKING!!
I shall take my leave for now... [I wan cookies hope to gt cookies coz someone is baking today] yuppie so fun.. Till da doo..
Saturday, October 23, 2004
In the early wee Hours...
Here i am blogging at a start of a new day.. Hmm im suppose to head up to Kota race adventure.. But i turn the tables ard coz i don tink i wld wan too coz not tat prepared for exams. It will be madness if i do tat.. Phew *Pat on my shoulder* i tink im making a wise choice.
Lets start rattling abt my yesterday.. Had my final test for BIO.. at last i can claim tat my hetic Sems has come to a closure.. Believe it or not its the end of study sems.. Not noeing 6 mths before end of Poly life.. Wk1 till Wk15 wat hv i gt myself into.. Academic WISE?? Hmm bagging all Cs n Ds for my mod.. Such a disgrace.. I don noe wat is it in me juz fail to mit my personal expectations. "Im such a failure"... I tink ICAs are terrible enuf sure to be stress up for exam!! Cfm im real worried now actuali super... Argh.. (FULL of Disappointment in myself for tis)
Ok gt myself to study mode same old style... Slight diff coz ur alone usually i hv my dearie shidah but wasnt tat way tis time round. Hee hope she doin well wif her studies... As for me wen im there kinda gt myself tinkin abt her juz a fraction of me is telling me im suffering the missing syndrome. Urh.. i tink its unhealthy but well sure to gt pass it.. Maybe shld ask her along huh next time.. Gosh was i juz tinkin abt her?? i had a chat wif her on the fon last nite go on n on for quite sometime.. Deep in me tells me i stil miss our time spent together but i noe im thru it. As for her i feel tat even we are apart a portion of her heart is stil clinging on me.. Tis kinda affect me too coz i juz cant help it to tink tat shes stil present n im stil bound to hv the her. Im weird today coz im affected by my lonely studying session in the evening. Loving her has been an honour.. Never did i love someone as much as i love her.. She teaches me the meaning of loving someone whole heartedly. Never did i noe she would be love in such a way.. I don noe whether i wld be able to love someone again... I don tink i wan too... Till my heart tells me so den i wld...
Enuf of love affairs.. Lets gt back on track... Alrite gonna take advantage of an early day out. So i shall study out n keep myself occupied wif exams materials how abt tat... Next is the exams man.. Gonna be away frm my BRudders Clem n Dennis.. Dennis is out on chalet surprisingly i juz hope he can gt back to study mood after the wkend... Clem bro.. shld be out studyin too huh *wink* heee... all the best bro do wat u feel is rite hahahah!! i shall ketchup wif them after papers next wk.. Joanne is untouchable for now coz she in hibernation.. Hapy studying lady.. Same goes to Xiang c ya after papers.. last of all SK... happty studying out erm i shall mit u at my fav spot hee u noe where.. *wink* Jia YOU KAmpaTe!!! TO ALL HAPPY STUDYING...
OK shall end here.
ps: N to myself.... keep the worried mind out of u don face it wif fear but instead lets generate the fear to be energy. I can make it thru tis exams.. I WILL SURVIVE... Always look on the bright side of life.. I WILL SURVIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Hee noone to motivate me so no choice. My catch phrase for exam erm... I WILL SURVIVE.. Theme song by CAke tat wld be it)
Lets start rattling abt my yesterday.. Had my final test for BIO.. at last i can claim tat my hetic Sems has come to a closure.. Believe it or not its the end of study sems.. Not noeing 6 mths before end of Poly life.. Wk1 till Wk15 wat hv i gt myself into.. Academic WISE?? Hmm bagging all Cs n Ds for my mod.. Such a disgrace.. I don noe wat is it in me juz fail to mit my personal expectations. "Im such a failure"... I tink ICAs are terrible enuf sure to be stress up for exam!! Cfm im real worried now actuali super... Argh.. (FULL of Disappointment in myself for tis)
Ok gt myself to study mode same old style... Slight diff coz ur alone usually i hv my dearie shidah but wasnt tat way tis time round. Hee hope she doin well wif her studies... As for me wen im there kinda gt myself tinkin abt her juz a fraction of me is telling me im suffering the missing syndrome. Urh.. i tink its unhealthy but well sure to gt pass it.. Maybe shld ask her along huh next time.. Gosh was i juz tinkin abt her?? i had a chat wif her on the fon last nite go on n on for quite sometime.. Deep in me tells me i stil miss our time spent together but i noe im thru it. As for her i feel tat even we are apart a portion of her heart is stil clinging on me.. Tis kinda affect me too coz i juz cant help it to tink tat shes stil present n im stil bound to hv the her. Im weird today coz im affected by my lonely studying session in the evening. Loving her has been an honour.. Never did i love someone as much as i love her.. She teaches me the meaning of loving someone whole heartedly. Never did i noe she would be love in such a way.. I don noe whether i wld be able to love someone again... I don tink i wan too... Till my heart tells me so den i wld...
Enuf of love affairs.. Lets gt back on track... Alrite gonna take advantage of an early day out. So i shall study out n keep myself occupied wif exams materials how abt tat... Next is the exams man.. Gonna be away frm my BRudders Clem n Dennis.. Dennis is out on chalet surprisingly i juz hope he can gt back to study mood after the wkend... Clem bro.. shld be out studyin too huh *wink* heee... all the best bro do wat u feel is rite hahahah!! i shall ketchup wif them after papers next wk.. Joanne is untouchable for now coz she in hibernation.. Hapy studying lady.. Same goes to Xiang c ya after papers.. last of all SK... happty studying out erm i shall mit u at my fav spot hee u noe where.. *wink* Jia YOU KAmpaTe!!! TO ALL HAPPY STUDYING...
OK shall end here.
ps: N to myself.... keep the worried mind out of u don face it wif fear but instead lets generate the fear to be energy. I can make it thru tis exams.. I WILL SURVIVE... Always look on the bright side of life.. I WILL SURVIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Hee noone to motivate me so no choice. My catch phrase for exam erm... I WILL SURVIVE.. Theme song by CAke tat wld be it)
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
Disasterous!! How bad can It Be?? Argh Its All Abt Proj...
I reali feel so off today... It all started after my horrible presentation. I don noe wat was i tinking in the first place. Same OlD STYLE OF ME BEING COMPOSE N TRYING To FOLLOW THE FLOW... ARGH!!! It turns out in the end disasterous... There so much things in my mind the very morning... I noe my expectations not meet, den the whole project wasnt reali done fully certain functions unable to run... Nothing seems fine to me.. VERY VERY DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF.. But well i wonder wat is my other grp mates tinking. Even i can say most of the work wasnt reali coded by me but well i tink i did my fair part and even more maybe.. As for them hmmm... im more into covering their ass maybe n tried to help them as much as i can.. Yah rite the blind tyring to lead the blind huh... Tis whole sems seems to be full of flops n flops one after another... BICS hv been a great time doin huh... Since the 1st presentation till the last my grp hv never come prepared... Sux rite... HAIRUL!!! ARGH.... wtf man... BAd grp members poor communication no team effort.. yah wat more man... I tink enuf of all these demoralising happening for today... *Trying to look at brighter side now...*
Ok i proudly can say tat today it marks the end of my sems proj... YEA... (as if) I tink wat makes me feel a sense of achievement n relief is to see my whole class getting along well wif one another. We all took grp fotos n class fotos at the end of the presentation. I feel the sense of belonging to my Bio Informations.. The cream of the crop ahem.. Hee.. As a whole i truely enjoy having the companion of my Biomates. All of us today hv seen all the effort we put in the stress moment of the whole proj finally come to an end.. 3 Cheers to All! We all reali had some memorable time spent together n i can wait to get the fotos frm aliff.. Ok here i am saying my ccredit to this few pple.. Erm.. I shall start of wif Faizal aka Mr Spiderman.. FUn n easy goin pal.. very hard working brainy person thx to him coz for his global tat i get my proj. Next Aisyah reali owe u alot... Jihan.. Aliff my brudder in class always keeping me in the loop for my studies.. Wantheng... Dalwin bubly hapi go lucky guy.. Zai wif his antique shoes argh.. so many cool shoes he had.. My grp mates Mal.. Evelyn aka blur queen... Mingki.. Surf lady ROXY brand gerl Xuiling.. hu else huh.. I shall rattle of all my biomates tat i missed erm they are Shivani.. Wendy.. Crystal.. Xiaoqi.. Douglas.. Susan.. Yasar.. Wai lap.. Xinru.. eh... Kelvin & Mitra yEa all on board.. 21 cool biomates.. Chee Steady KAchang...
HAhaha... Enuf of my biomates.. Aiya guess all tis sums up my Dreadful day.. Tis reali reali affects me today.. Spoil my mood... I seriously keep it in me n it kinda off bother me a lot.. Aiya... No words to say.. All tat i noe i need to touch up on my proj n yah wala.. clear my reports at *least my part first.. Ok ok... DOne!! TIll i c myself blogging again.. Erm wen huh???
Oh gosh.. My .NET Proj Presentation
Hmmm.. don noe wat the f*** is wrong wif my comp man... cant even test my proj!!! Argh.. its killing me... Few hrs left before presenting n i cant even proudly says im done... I reali am in a mess rite now... May god be wif me.... Cant say much feeling so helpless..
Oh gosh... im here blogging for the first time n the weather embrace me wif a grand downpour. Maybe tats wat will be happening to me after tmr presentation huh.. I'll be pouring too.... Oh my...
FEELING HelPLESS, SPEECHLESS and Sums it All IM HoPeLEss.....
Oh gosh... im here blogging for the first time n the weather embrace me wif a grand downpour. Maybe tats wat will be happening to me after tmr presentation huh.. I'll be pouring too.... Oh my...
FEELING HelPLESS, SPEECHLESS and Sums it All IM HoPeLEss.....
Sunday, October 17, 2004
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