Friday 11/2/05 2342hrs
Here i stood by the waiting rm all alone. Was starring into blank space wandering wats install for me.
Grandpa is put on close observation. Due to his sudden stroke, apparently tis has ben goin on for 3 times alreadi. Rushed frm town to SGH. Was suppose to mit Jeff for dinner. But gt to cancel it after receiving a call frm hm. I cant stay still the moment i gt here.Always walking ard to n fro the waiting rm n his bed. Peeping thru the glass door looking at his heart wave rate frm a distance.
Cute, strong, chatty & loveable gradpa of mine. Wahahaha!! He's so chatty each time anyone comes over to c him he will not stop talking. He will repeat all his stories again n again.. He seems real fit duh but.. he faint n his heart stop beating at times. Tat day he stood motionless for 8 sec before his heart start pumping again. This has been goin on in him for quite sometime ever since he is warded on monday. Sigh.. thx god the doc manage to resuscitate him on time.. His heart is rather weak not pumping fully.. Thus not enuf pressure to pump blood to the brain. Tat cause his to pass off... Well gt to wait till mon or tue for his heart n brain scan results to be out.
He is put on close supervision for this time being.. Poor grandpa see him so sick n tired of lying in bed.. Well even at time like tis he stil has funny funny request.. He ask me n my uncle if he can eat me goreng n he ask if its possible for him to drink coke instead of plain water wahahaha we all burst out smiling n laughing away.. Hee.. yea we did gif him wat he wans.. i bought for him a small cup of coke frm the vending machine n my aunt cook for him mee goreng.. See him eat so glutton he finish his food in no time man.. Grandpa muz be damn hungry... Or simply juz miss gd food huh.. wat an appetite!! He was allowed to leave for home.. apparently he was discharge coz doc says he has no hope for recovery.. Sigh sigh.. No juz left to wait for things to happen..
2 weeks ltr...
Rush frm SCH to JB gt a call frm dad saying tat grandpa is not looking good.. Wen i got there the whole place seems to packed. Un familiar faces are there to see him.. He seems low n at his weakest point.. I did say my words to him seek his forgiveness he said to me "U did nothing wrong to me.. n i hv been a great grandson..." well i wish him zest n best of health.. In my heart i pray to god asking him to rest in peace n may god always be wif him.. I stood up tat nite watching him.. Wen we woke up in the morning my sick all granpa last nite became his usual self again.. believe or not he was walking happily out in the veranda.. Eh!! Wats up wif tat my sick grandpa became well again.. he cld barely move last nite.. aiya.. again tis happen in fact i shall another false alarm duh.. Nvm as long as he is happy to live his life to the fullest im most welcome to hv him. But its pretty tough for my dad n uncles hu hv to always rush here n there if any such things occur again. They are all having probs wif their work coz take leave to frequently.. Erm..
Till today grandpa seems alrite n strong actuali.. Lets hope n pray for him to get better i say.. nonetheless if he has to go im willing to see him off.. he has suffered alot its such a pity to see him go in n out of hospital again n again n yet nothing can be done to improve on his condition.. All tat i can do is hope n pray for the best...
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